A normal girl with a normal life.
Not expecting to be found
Then one day, you just appeared from nowhere
You said "Hi." You waved and waited for my reply.
I asked myself if I know you, but I know that I don't really do.
I wondered how you found me
You said that my smile in that picture was kind and nice
How can you say that?
You don't really know what kind of person I am.
You asked how I am all the time.
I don't really care if you'll talk to me or not.
You still talked to me all the time.
Your life,
Your work,
Everything.
I discovered how matured you are compared to me.
Like we don't even grew at the same phase.
I carelessly told you something related too.
I know I shouldn't.
I didn't even know how you look like.
I think it was a mistake entertaining you first?
Or maybe I was just bored?
I'm fond of talking to strangers
And I know it's not good.
One day I noticed how clingy you are to me.
I was dismayed since I know something about you too.
And I don't like it.
I found you a little creepy.
I lost interest talking to you.
You noticed how I ignored you.
I don't really care if you'll leave.
I think it's for the best.
I told you that it's just me; I'm just lazy to use my phone.
But seriously, I just hope you'll stop.
I just don't know how to talk to you about it.
You were also nice to me.
I'm sometimes rude to you.
I don't like you.
I don't like to sugarcoat things.
But I don't know at all.
I don't want you to expect something from me.
'Cause there's really nothing I can give to you.
Now I'm thinking how to end it.
Maybe I'll just block you?
But I also want it to end in a peaceful way.
Like you'll understand and just separate ways.
And please, look for someone else.
I'm also sorry for making you feel that you're used.
But really, I have no intention to make you feel that I like you.
Maybe things just grew apart.
