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Chapter 5

Chapter 5

We were standing in a boat dock in front of a huge boat okay so not huge but it was the biggest one here I was speechless I loved boat and water and I wasn't even mad that I had to where a blind fold to get here I was standing there stupidly with a huge grin in my face
"So do you like it?" He asked nervously and as a response I just turned around and have him a huge hug I mean I wasn't gonna kiss him not yet at least wink wink haha just kidding "I take that as a yes?"
"I don't like it" I said messing with him a bit he started to look worries and I couldn't take It "I don't like it Jai, because I love it how did you know I love boats?"
"I didn't I just took a lucky guess considering your always wearing that boat necklace" as if he reminded me it was the I touched the pennant on my my neck and started to cry "don't cry sweetheart what's wrong baby girl" I sighed my head buried in his shoulder
That's when I noticed what he was holding it was a picnic basket and a blanket
"Lets eat and I will tell you everything" I said composing myself and Jai wiping some of my tears alway from my face

(OMG GUESS WHAT
JAIS POV OH NO I DIDN'T OH YES I DID😗😮
JAI POV

I don't know what I said one minute she was grinning from ear to ear and hugging me then next think i know shes balling we eyes out getting me all wet with tears not that I minded I loved this girl I may have only known her for a few days but as soon as she opened he eyes on that park bench I haven't been able to stop thinking about her, when I saw her and Luke yesterday kissing it damn near broke my heart but I knew Luke was a player he usually don't stay with girls that long he hasn't really had a serious relationship with since Amanda "don't cry sweet heart what's wrong baby" maybe the necklace from an ex boyfriend she recently broke up with wait no I remember her saying that she hasn't had a boyfriend the other day then what was it
She sighed and started to compose her self so started wiping her tears gently with my thumb "lets eat and ill tell you everything" she said She was going to tell me what's so sad about her necklace we got on the boat and headed out
When she started her story it wasn't what I expected "I was an only child but I wasn't always one I had a sister ,Annie, she was older than me 19" she started saying "she died two years ago of some kind of STD. She slept around a lot, when she died we found out she was pregnant five weeks she hadn't told anybody about the baby or her being sick do no one knew until she died my mom was devastated we all were but my mom the worst"
she was crying now so I wrapped her in a hug as she continued her story "we didn't know who the father would have been there were too many possibilities like I said she slept around a lot
she died on Christmas and when I opened my present from her it was the cutest little boat necklace she knew I liked boats I was a daddy's girl and I was always on the boat" she said
messing with the necklace "in the box there was a note she knew she was going to die before Christmas we don't think she knew about the baby yet maybe if she had she would have tried to get help..." She stopped speaking for a second
I wanted to kiss her so bad right now so I did when our lips met it was like a surge of electricity running through my veins at first she didn't kiss back Immediately but when she did she did it with so much passion I locked her lips asking for access and she parted her lips when our tongues moved in sinc when I finally parted our lips I heard her let out a little whimper then I looked in her eyes and I knew I had to have her

(NEVEAHS POV)

I was telling Jai all about Annie and I couldn't speak anymore so I just stopped and I when I did Jai took the opportunity to kiss me his lips met mine an I swear someone just Tazed me cause I was I shock. I didn't kiss back at first but then I closed my eyes and started kissing back his tongue swept over my lips wanting access so I granted him access it was the best kiss I've ever had well considering this is only my third kiss and one if those was with Luke wait! Luke I shouldn't be doing this but I couldn't stop but Jai parted our lips and I let out a whimper I wasn't ready to stop when I looked in his eyes though I saw pure love and I knew that I wanted him but I couldn't have him "why can't you have me Neveah?" He asked dammit I've got to keep my thoughts to myself it's going to get me in a lot of trouble one of these days
"Because I can't be with you it'll hurt your brother and I can't be the reason you guys hate each other" I really couldn't so that I was just going to have to find somewhere else to stay "I think we should head home" e didn't say anything else which worried me
We were halfway home and the silence was killing me so I spoke "Jai are you mad at me?"
"No, Im not mad at you I mostly mad at my brother everything I love he takes away from me" wait hold up did he just say what I think he just said
"Wait you love me?" I asked
"Neveah I am hopelessly in love with you I can't stand not having my arms wrapped around you at all times. I love your smile and when you blush I love everything about you" he said
That's it I can't do it we were pulled over on the shoulder he was looking at me and I leaned over to him and placed my lips on his and I asked for access this time of course he granted it out tongues were moving together and I can honestly say I think I'm falling for Jai Brooks. I pulled way to soon but I couldn't do this it was so wrong. But if its so wrong then why did it feel so right I pushed the thought out of my head dammit life was so confusing

(OMG IM SORRY IF THIS ISN'T WHAT YOU WANTED BUT I JUST THOUGHT IT WOULD BE BETTER WITH SOME DRAMA DID TOU GUYS LIKE THE POV SWICH SHOULD I DO MORE DO YOU THINK SHE SHOULD STAY IDK WHAT IM GOING TO DO YET BUT I'VE STARTED THE NEXT CHAPTER ALREADY AND ILL TRY TO GET THE NEXT CHAPTER UP SOON
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😘Shelby. )
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