what happened

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

We got home at like midnight everyone was in bed that's weird most of the time they don't go to bed early they usually play video games all night Jai and were going upstairs and in the hallway he hugged me and kissed me gently on my lips then started towards his room which he shared with Beau "Jai will you sleep with me in my room tonight" I asked
"Yeah baby girl I would do anything for you" I kissed him with so much passion I could feel his heart pounding on his chest and I thought mine was going to pop out I love this boy so much it hurt we walked to my room and we laid down on my bed
"Jai" I said breathlessly as he started kissing my jawline to my neck and the I moaned a little loud oops
"Neveah" he said "I want you so bad but I know we have to wait I don't want your first time to be like this"
I know he thought I was a virgin I mean I told him I had never even had a boyfriend before which was true then I remembered I never finished my story yesterday
"Hey can I tell you the rest of my story I didn't tell you some important things" I asked I really don't want to tell him but the needs to know how I ended up how I did
"Are you sure the doctor said no stress" he said worriedly
"I lived it I mean telling it in a story isn't nearly as bad as living it" I stated
"Good point"he said "go ahead"
"We'll after Annie died my mom and dad changed a lot they started working harder stayed out longer they avoided home as much as possible and my dad started drinking" I said I remember it so clearly "he came in one night drunk and depressed and my mom wasn't home and I was in my room and my dad barged in saying how sexy I was and how he should've taken advantage of me a long time ago then he raped me over and over" it was starting to get to the bad part I "I was fourteen and I told my mom she didn't believe me that's when it turned out I was pregnant she thought I was sleeping around and told me I had to accept the concequences She said I couldn't abort the baby and she made me carry on through the pregnancy i lost all of my friends cause my mom filled everyone full of lies and said i slept with their boyfriends I was to an extent lucky when I had a miscarriage I told the doctors everything so when they removed the fetus they checked for a paternity test and they arrested my dad for rape and child endangerment. My mom never forgave or even believed it she said that we were all lying even though she found a new man and was married within two months. That's why when she saw the Instagram post she flipped a switch she told me I was worthless and I should've dies not Annie and kept calling me a whore even though I hadn't ever actually had sex unless you could count getting raped everyday for almost a year" bye this time I was crying so much I had literally soaked the front of Jai's shirt when had I started crying
"Neveah I'm so sorry what happened to you it just makes me love you more to know that you are so strong and you had to go through it alone"
"That's not even the worst part the night of the party and Instagram post was me trying to relax that morning my mom and I went to court to have the judge look over my dads stuff again and he gets out next month and I know he will come after me do revenge for killing his unborn child my sister/ daughter do you know how fucked up that is I would have been giving birth to my sister" I said
Jai just wrapped his arms tighter around me "I will never let anyone hurt you Neveah"
And that's how one night I was sleeping in one twins and the next was in another's
My life was so fucked up what happened to the sweet innocent girl I used to be oh wait I remember she died with my sisters

A/N SHORT CHAPTER I KNOW BUT IT KIND OF EXPLAINS THE REASONS FOR HER GETTING KICKED OUT I LITTER BETTER I HOPE THAT THAT CLEARS IT UP
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