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"𝙺𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗,
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I've always wondered what did i do to deserve the hate that i get now. I can't even count how many time i've been hit and touched on it make no sense. My birth giver lets her man do these things to me and she hits on me to because he tells her to.

I wonder why she just didn't give me away maybe i would've been better off in a foster home or adopted. My dad is in jail i miss him like crazy, i wish he could come back and take me and never turn back. I got knocked out my thoughts by my door opening.

" You already know what to do little slut" aaron my step-dad said making me break down mentally and wanting to run but i definitely had nowhere to go.

" No i'm not doing this i don't want to i'm gonna scream if you touch me" i said earning i slap in the face and getting my hair yanked and pulled off the bed. With my clothes getting snatched off and him forcing his self inside me.

" Pl-eeasse stop HELP ME PLEASE " I said getting slapped in the face again. He finally got off of me i had a feeling he was about to beat me i tried to make a run for it but, i ended up falling to the floor because my legs are weak.

He left and i just wanted to leave so i opened my window and climbed out walked down the fire escape and just wanted to clear my head. I just walked with my head down, not even wondering where i'm going. I took a break and sat down on an abandoned house stairs and just watching the cars go by.

I started walking again, when i was stoped because i bumped into a big ass person with a big body. I feel to the ground to ground just thinking could this get any worse.

" Damn watch where yo dirty ass going" This fine ass boy said while mugging and walking away. I didn't even feel the need to say something back to him. I got up and tired my best to hurry up and walk home it looked like morning. I don't go to school since my birth giver wanted me to be homeschool for a reason i don't know.

I already knew that my window was close so i had to go through the front door. Me already knowing the door was unlocked i walked in preparing for the bullshit that was about to occur.

"And where you hot ass been" My birther giver savannah said looking at me in a disgustful way.

" I went out for a walk and i lost track of time" i said not even trying to start a argument with her. She looked at me before punching me right in my face. I feel to the floor and she got on top of me continued to punching me.

I finally got feed up and started hitting her back which made me fall on top of her. Punching her, taking all my anger out on her for all the time she and her husband beat me and raped me.

" YOU PUT YOUR GOD DAMN HANDS ON ME SINCE YOUR GROWN GET YOUR HOE ASS OUT MY HOUSE" She said going into my room packing all my bags. I just stood in shock hoping she wasn't serious because she knew i had now where to go.

" Ma-mama i'msorry i- have nowhere to go please don't" I begged the only place my grandma and i didn't wanna stress her out.

" You're grown enough to put your hands on me go get a job and move the fuck out bye" she said throwing my stuff outside the door. I quickly grabbed all the money i save from my old job and some i stoled from her husbands wallet and left i'm pretty sure i could get a hotel for a while in till apartment places were open, so i could definitely be on my own i'm better that way.