" what if the right moment is now ...
What if the right moment has already passed....
What if the right moment is never..."
A slice of life , just a moderately long drabble and word vomit of unstable thoughts .
A love story ( isn't them all though...
Isn't funny how we want to do a lot of things , be a lot of thing , reach a lot of places and meet a lot of people , but sadly enough we always forget that we are only mere humain and only Gods can do whatever they want whenever they want it .....
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Fresh out of high school and into college , yes the big dark scary forest that we dreamed about for years and anticipated it for much longer ..... Oh the big adventure ahead of us , but alas، if only we knew ......
The first person I spot was this cute creature with his cute yellow bénie making his way to a group of people that were already making too much noise for this hour in the morning " Is sure as hell will be a very bless year , welcome to me " I though making my first steps into the unholly ground of my university.
After few class me and my best friend of 5 years now Bora header to the canteen to have something down our bellies coz Shockley we were starving , you know between long ass lecture and evil professors that always add those 10 mins after the time is over to just shove the rest of the Cours last bit into your face which , and if I may, is ironically what gonna be in your exam kids , a little heads up for you , you are welcome , we poor little beans had no time to eat . So the canteen was our only safe place to go.
Couples of sandwiches and cokes and we settled on a table " I saw this hot dude this morning" I started while munching my third bite
" Oh yeah ! Tel me more "
"He was cute and sexy , my type " said nonchalantly
" I bet he was " said my bore " oh oh wait I forgot to tell you , I met yojin sambar this morning with her boyfriend and damn he is hot " she said enthusiastically .
Yojin was Bora's sister best friend , and our senior , we were glad to know someone who was older and who can show as around . We have already met her on our orientation day , she was a sweet girl .
I just held my sandwich and took another bite " is he my type" I asked her casually , she knows by now that I would be asking that ,and of course I knew that I would be receiving a from of physical affect from her , which this time came as a slap on my arm " he is yojin's boyfriend mina ! Behave " we both laughed " as if you would make a boyfriend anyway , you my dear Mina like to be this way more then any man out there that can attempt you " I just smiled and continued on filling my stomach and shoving my feelings aside.
But was it true ? Was I that hard to be loved or getting a nice looking man and hopefully a kind hearted one at that matter to like me ?
******* It's nothing like the sweet love we read about in cheesy romantic novels , that as bad as they were they managed to make even worst version of them as movie , I wonder what kind of talent is that , that make you capable of turning bad to worse , I guess a very common one nowadays.
It real life , true suffering and real struggle . I don't see myself as special , in matter of fact I am a very ordinary girl , prefer pizza over those tasteless salads just because I Can be emotionally and culinary abuse , one is enough . And I rather near my comfortable sneakers over any designer high heels just because none of those fancy designers tried of it feel to be running the whole day from a lecture whole to another , trying to catch your breath and keep you toes intact . It was just normal life , real life . No fairy tales here.
