THE POWER INSIDE ME (One Short Story)

Chapter 2

"Aren't you gonna tell me where she is?"
An old man scream so hard to the man who have been cuffed while hanging in the air. 

"d-di ko alam sino ang tinutukoy niyo.. Pa-pakawalan niyo na kami ng mga kapatid ko! arrghhh!!!! " bwelta nung lalaki na nakalambitin.. 

who is it? i can't recognize him

 i immediately look at the right side, when i hear some screams. then i saw the six kids crying out for help. They were also abducted in this old abandoned building i guess?

Fear is visible in their eyes...  like duh there were so many men standing in front of them holding a guns,  knifes and other different kinds of deadly weapons. 

I scan their body one by one and when i turn my gaze to the last kid, she is unconscious, bathed with her own blood! damn this!

 All of them were screaming so hard in every hit.. in every punch.. in every stabs that they get

why am i seeing things like this? did my past hunt me again?

 Why i can't get out of it? am i still imprisoned from it? 

i need to do something!  i cant just watch them to die! 

i can't just stand in here and let my past repeat it by itself... 

so i immediately scan my body to know if i'm also abducted but i was not! how i wish that i was the one who have been in their place right now.  but it wasn't me so i need to help them!

i was about to walk when, damn! i can't  moved my feet. I can't walk towards them damn this!  I want to run towards them to help, but i cant move even a single inch! 

"Please. Sofia don't die.  Please.. Fight baby fight!! Don't leave us ... please... you're strong right? kuya know's how strong you are please... open you eyes! " pag mamakaawa ng lalaking nakalambitin parin.. 

i can't stand it. i really need to do something! i know i can do something... 

i focused my self and close my eye's i hardly raise my hand and 

"yes ma'am? Soup po?" tanong ng isang waiter? Waitt!!! Where am i? What is happening?

Matagal ko ng tinitigan si kuya dahil di parin ako maka get over sa nangyayare

am i spacing out? 

"ma'am? Ok lang po ba kayo? Namumutla ko kayo.." magalang na sabi nito

was that only a imagination?

"pre sabaw daw sila ser roon ano ba ginagawa mo jan?" sabi nung kuya ng mga bata at tumingin sakin.. Kaya dalawa na silang nakahinto ngayon sa harap ko! Damn why can't i speak?

wait! he was the guy in my creepy imagination! if its a imagination.. well i don't know what is is eh.. 

"ma'am ok lang po ba talaga kayo? para po kasi kayong nakakita ng mult--" i cut him and speak

"no i-i'm fine" i said and looked at the kids who finished their meal. oo tama sila nga! they were the six kid i saw before!  

"i need to go" nag mamadali sambit ko at dali dali umalis roon pero... 

"ateeee!!!" they run towards me and hug me tightly, i cant react on what they did i was spacing out thinking of what i saw before. Why do i have this feeling that they were in danger if they are with me?

Am i a dangerous person?

well this is also the reason why i don't have friends. The reason why i stayed lonely and cold to others, because If i attach my self to someone, i feel like death is also chasing them. because  i have been seeing them in danger. which i'm really scared of. 

my life is full of confusion, well i don't know if it's just a normal imagination create by my mind or it's really a curse on me.  

So i choose to lived my whole life with no friends at all. because i'm afraid for they lived will be a living hell as mine. 

Sa pag iisip ko ng mga bagay na to ay hindi ko namalayan na wala na pala ang mga bata sa paligid ko at naiwan nanaman ako ng mag isa dito sa gitna.

This is always the scenario,  i was always left alone behind this cruel world.

"hayy" i sighed heavily. 

How i badly wish that i was just like the others who can have friends. a normal one who have no fear of having attachment to others. 

sana kagaya ko yung iba na walang mga weird things na nararanasan like mine, so i can freely have friends who accompany me when i feel lonely, afraid and broken. I always wish a friend that i can rely on. but i doesn't have the guts to find one, because my fear is still in my body and it ate my slowly.. 

"wag ka kasing matakot sumugal... oo maraming maaaring mangyari but you need to try it. Who knows? baka dun ka maka kuha ng sagot sa mga katanungan mo. Yes there's a time na masasaktan ka talaga pero, that is life.

 You should learn to accept your fate. Because if you continue to run  from it? it will be you're worst nightmare forever. it won't stop to chase you until you face it. don't let you fear eat's you. try to face it. so that you can freely live." damn this it gives a sense! i cant speak for what he said.. shock is visible in my face.

 well, I hope it awaken's you. if you need a friend to help you to find you're self in this maze, here is my number. Call me if you need a friend  to rely on."