Umiyak lang ako ng umiyak kasi he's here, Apollo is here
"Pagod na pagod na ako Slev, hindi ko na matapos tapos tong ginagawa ko, tapos I haven't studied pa para sa major mamayang umaga" i just ranted everything I wanted to say
"I'm pressured as well kasi alam mo tumawag si Dad, akala ko kakamustahin niya ko tapos bigla ganon? He just called to remind me na I should ace the exams" masakit kasi thinking na kahit isang kamusta, wala
"Ginagawa ko naman yung best ko Slev kasi I'm too afraid na I'll disappoint them" humarap ako sa kanya and now we're face to face
"Tapos nakakabwisit din mga profs kasi ang daming pinapagawa, nagpatong patong na lahat" mangiyak-ngiyak kong sabi sa kanya
"Ayoko din naman kasi magbreakdown ng ganito kila Zye lalo na sayo kasi alam ko naman busy tayo lahat and I don't want to disturb you guys and be a burden"
"You'll never be a burden to me Lana" he wiped my tears
"Come here, I'll hug you" he then pulled me closer and hugged me
Tapos bigla siyang kumanta..
Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try
It's our cheer up song for each other, when one of us is feeling down, we always sing that song, and it made me cry even more kaya I hugged him tighter at binaon mukha ko sa chest niya
"One thing I admire about you Lana is that no matter how hard things may get, you may cry and breakdown everytime but I know you'd never give up" sabi niya sakin while hinahagod niya likod ko
"You really are the best, Slev, Thank you sobra" sabi ko sa kanya as i slowly looked at him
"Just with a smile Lana, everything's gonna be okay, remember that, okay?" sabi niya sakin habang ako nakatingin lang sa kanya
I just nodded and hugged him again, ang swerte kong magkaroon ng taong na kahit at my lowest moments, andyan para i cheer up ka
"Go and continue with what you're doing, dito lang ako"
I felt better kaya pinagpatuloy ko na ang ginagawa ko while si Slev nasa may couch kong umupo, I smiled at him and he smiled back and gestured me to continue what I'm doing
I checked the time and it was 2am. Natapos na din ako sa case ko at nakapag-aral na din ako and I noticed Slev sleeping. So kumuha ako ng kumot and I covered him using it kasi malamig na din sa kwarto ko
Umupo ako malapit sa kanya and looked at him, ang swerte ko lang magkaroon ng bestfriend na ganito
"Thank you Slev, I appreciate you sobra. I love you bud" and I kissed him on his forehead before ako pumunta sa kama ko, nag-alarm sa phone at natulog
I woke up to my alarm 5am, kasi exam namin mamayang 8am, I looked at Slev at mahimbing pa rin ang tulog kaso need ko na to gisingin baka may klase to mamaya
"Slev, gising na" niyugyog ko siya ng mahina at dahan dahan din niyang idinilat mga mata niya
"Good morning Slev" sabi ko sa kanya ng nakangiti
BINABASA MO ANG
His Unsaid Notes
Romance[ O N G O I N G ] Apollo Slevin Uy, a guy who can't admit his feelings, found himself writing it through a song for his bestfriend, Allana Calypso Herrera, until finally, he had the couraged to tell her about the song that is especially made for her.
