age 11
Zachs pov
"Zach sweetie" my mom says, I look at her and she's crying.
"Hunny dad died on his way from work" she says
My heart hurt. My dad was gone. I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks but couldn't move
'Zach this is your fault' a voice said
age 14
Zachs pov
"I can't to this anymore mom. I wanna die" I scream. I was done with life.
3 weeks later
"Mrs. Herron your son has depression and anxiety." My therapist says giving my mom drugs for me to be happy
'Your useless. Your family hates you' the voice says
Age 17
Zachs pov
"Hey um some one is asking for you on the phone zach" Tyler says, I stop changing and he gives me the phone,
"Hey Zachary it's your uncle joe" the person says
"Oh hey" I say
"I just thought you should know, uhm your mom was coming to surprise you in Ohio and her plane uhm crashed" he says
"W-what" I choke out
"Your moms dead" he says.
My breathing had stopped, I looked around and saw my bands mates looking very concerned, I see there mouths moving but I couldn't here anything, I stop the phone and fall on my knees.
'This is your fault' the voice says
Age 19
3rd person pov
Zach was numb. His depression hadn't gotten better. He is still here the voice on a daily basis.
'Your worthless'
'Your ugly'
'Your fat'
'You deserve hate'
The voice was tearing him apart.
Zach had finally decided to do what the voice had been telling him to do for years.
'Kill your self'
A/n I cried writing this
Sorry for two depressing chapters in one, I've been sad lately it just felt right
