Ny'asia
June 5
New York
feeling like you alone ain't no joke , sometimes you gotta question it like is y'all really gonna be there for me . today is one of them days i don't wanna be bothered at all .
being numb , is being numb to everything and not caring what anybody say no more & thats how i feel
" sissypoppp , today one of them days " ? chris
" yeah , so tell ya lil friends leave me alone "
" aii gotchu "
knowing that somebody was gonna come in my room , like i didn't want to be bothered with nobody at all .
as soon as i was going to sleep , the girls came in my room , like i said i ain't wanna be bothered . and they still came in here jesus - .
i looked at chris & rolled my eyes he mouthed " i tried " . i just nodded my head . cause at this point they finna aggravate me .
" ima tell y'all one time & one time only i don't wanna be bothered today , i wanna be alone so get out my room & tell them lil fuckers don't come in here ."
they said aii & left out . now it's just me sitting in the dark , i like being alone . just for the sake of not being annoyed by nobody presents . honestly .
i just went to sleep after i watched the first couple of episodes of containment .
A/N : i put y'all on .
2 hours laters
i woke up & brushed my teeth & went straight to get my ice cream , from the freezer , when i went it wasn't there . now they finna make me mad cause who tf ate my ice cream ,
" WHICH ONE OF YALL ATE MY FUCKING ICECREAM " ?
they all started laughing. like wtf is the joke.
" alright cause i told y'all i don't wanna be bothered and y'all wanna joke and play around nobody playing around. damn why can't y'all leave me & baby satan tf alone " .
i went to go put on my eat eat hoodie , my fur slides & got my car keys & just rode around . knowing they gonna blow my phone up i put it on dnd .
now i'm finna vibe .
i put on cut it out by tink & was smoking my blunt while vibing .
You don't touch me the way that you used to
Something is missing, see all of this distance is very unusual
Some day I hope you can find the way to my heart again
Just let me go if that's what it is
These niggas don't like no one but themselves
I can't deny all the feelings I felt
I laid it all the on line
Boy, you consistently lied to me
You said, you'll never betray me for no other girls
I could've cheated, but I kept it thorough
So fuckin' stupid, in love with a fraud (fraud)
Boy, you don't know what you want
First it was Britney, and then it was Sydney, and now it's Alyssa
I asked you, "What's up?" and you said, "You don't know" as if you caught amnesia
I'm so disappointed, all of this shit is annoying
I'm sick of startin' over every month
I'm always fallin' in and out love,
this made me think about draco but fuck it .
after that went off i had to play sada baby ; aktivated . now that's a vibe i be high & lit in my car 😂 .
Hm, I don't give a fuck
Twerk bitch
Fuck you good off a Perc bitch (mm-hm)
Get activated or get hurt bitch (on God)
If you ain't active, you get merked bitch (ayy)
Go to work bitch (ayy)
Twerk bitch
I wanna see that ass jerk bitch (hmm)
Wiggle-wiggle, make it squirt bitch (aight)
Fuck you good, we make it hurt, bitch
Twerk bitch
( tiktok tease )
