Honestly, these chapters will be filled with embarrassing opinions and thoughts about Seb-
/cough; Don't bully or make fun of me please lmfao.
So, I know, this is a lame wedding gift. Honestly, I tried writing you a song, but my dumb ass decided to start writing it 2 days before the 20th, and I couldn't finish it in time, so I started this instead. This has honestly been in my drafts for a week or two, I've been planning on this book, but I decided to change up the idea of this for a wedding gift, so I hope you somewhat like it-
So uh yeah, my first opinion on Seb...
When I first ran into your account, I honestly thought it was kinda smexy and I decided to just stick around for awhile and see what I can do.. You made that announcement saying you were bored, so I took that as an opportunity to start a decent conversation.
I'll admit, I was kinda cocky and strange when I was talking to you. Honestly thought you were a really cool person, so I kinda wanted to impress you in some way, of course my dumb ass fucking challenged you and yEaH-
Once I got to know you during day #2, you were honestly a completely different person from the person I met the night before. You were very amusing, you just radiated so much fun and cheerful energy, I couldn't help but smile everytime I talked to you.
You have one of the best personalities I've ever seen, like what the fuck- You're really sweet, considerate, even though you're upset with me sometimes, you're still understanding and you isten to what I have to say after some time. Honestly, the amount of tears I've shed for you, don't even compare to anything else I've ever cried for, except for maybe when I had to get 13 stitches, but that's besides the point-
Point is, I'll alway cry for you, happy, sad, angry tears, so be it. You deserve my tears, so I'll shed them. I'll stay up all night just to talk to you if I ever feel like doing so. You're so fucking amazing, like, you never disappoint me with anything you've given me. (Btw you're cute asf while you're sleeping)
Let me quote some lyrics I've said to you before.. "You are truest feeling yet. I love you so much, it's just like oxygen." Yeah, those are true lyrics. And those lyrics apply to you, so AcCePt ThEm-
Honestly, the difference between our "popularities" at first kinda intimidated me, and I started doubting the fact you would even answer me-
You admitted it yourself too, you wanted to ignore me at first lmao-
But moving on, I'm still really glad you decided to play along with me that day. You have made me truly happy, happiest I've been in awhile honestly. Everytime I feel like shit or I feel down, I just sit and wait, waiting for your messages to start spamming my inbox, letting me know you were awake.
I love you so much, you've been there for me when I've been down in holes of shit and anxiety was attacking me- I don't really open up to a lot of people, so you've helped me a lot even if you never knew. I don't like to voice out my problems, so don't take it personally, but you've helped me get through them with your dense ass humor-
I really appreciate your adorable ass, so don't ever leave my side, ever-
Or I'll fly over there and beat your ass and give you hugs and cuddles-
I love youuuuuu :3
kith
kith
