So I know this isn't a creative Monthsary gift, but it was last minute because I couldn't finish my other gift for you, so you'll just have to wait until next month to get it. Apologies if you don't like my gift, but I really hope you like it. It's the thought that counts, right?
So this message can be considered many things for you. It could be considered a beg, a love note, or in my eyes, it could be my story. This is my story about you and I, about how extraordinary you are. I'm sorry if this comes off as cheesy, but I'll be hella cheesy if I want to be, because I love you.
So first of all, I appreciate you so god damn much. In my eyes, you're like a greek god to me. Aphrodite is the god of love and beauty right? Well, you're my Aphrodite. You're my god of love and you're hella beautiful, never let anyone change that. You might see yourself as unattractive and ugly, but in my eyes you're the opposite. You're extremely attractive and dashing, and you're hella adorable might I add.
You're full of so much energy and positivity, it amazes me. Even when you're down or when you're hurt, you still come back to the beautiful you. All your scars and wounds, inside and out, are just proof you're strong. They all symbolise something you've gone through and have survived, they represent your victories. I love each and every single thing about you, from your flaws to your talents, everything about you is unique and nobody can come close to you in my eyes.
You've been there for me, you've given me advice and instructions when I've needed them. I know I've gotten distant these last few days, and I apologize for that, but I promise my love for you still grows strong. School is starting back up for the both of us soon, and I want to be there for you as much as I can. I don't want you to go through this alone, so I promise you I'll be here to help you out and support any of your decisions.
This might be the part where you consider this a bed, but I don't care. I want to get my point across and I'm sorry, but I love you too much to let you go. Call me selfish, but I don't want you to give up. You're way too precious for me to lose and I really want to treasure you for who you are. You're so amazing in so many different ways, you can't give up, I won't let you.
You're such a strong person, and I admire that quality of you. Remember when we first met, you asked me, "Want to know the bravest thing I've ever done? It's staying alive when I wanted to die." Yeah, I've been thinking about that. That's one of the things I remembered from your old account, it left an impact on me. When you said that, it made me think that you're brave, you're tough and you're not afraid to show your weaknesses to the people you choose.
That's courage. Bravery. Selflessness. Whatever you want to call it, I admire. It takes courage to show your weak side to those you trust, you never know how they would react. Selfless in my eyes because you're letting people help you instead of keeping it all in, bottling up your emotions. Which, I would never want you to do because it an affect you, badly, and I don't want that to happen to my love.
I want you to know that I love you very much. You're perfect in my eyes, you light up my night when you wake up, even if our timezones are opposite of each other, I'll stay awake for you anytime you ask me to. I won't hesitate to stay up for you, even if it means I might get in trouble for doing so, but I love you so I'll take that chance.
You mean the world to me and I'm not gonna let the world go just yet. I don't ever plan on doing that, actually, so you're stuck with me for a while. :3
I love you so much Seb, and I want you to forever remember that. I don't care if you lie to me, I understand if you like to keep some things to yourself, I'll be patient. I want you to trust me, like I trust you. I'll always be here for you, through thick and thin, I promise. If there's ever a time I'm not there for you when you need it, you can hit me. Ignore me, do whatever you feel is a suitable punishment for me because I don't mind. I love you, for ever and always.
I know I posted this early, but I wanted you to see this as soon as you woke up.
You're my beautiful husband, and wherever you go, I'll follow you. I might be repeating things, but I mean what I say. Because I'm a lovely husband, here's a list of what I think about you :3
You're:
- Considerate
- Kind
- Dedicated
- Adorable
- Cheesy
- Sweet
- Smol
- Unique
- Amazing
- Talented
- Attractive
- Beautiful
- Charming
- Dashing
- Positive
- Brave
- Warrior
- Ambicious
- Colorful
- Cute
- Creative
- God
- Breathtaking
- Cuddly
I stand by my words. I'll always be with you no matter what. Even if I had to walk all the way to the Philippines, I would. I would do it all for you, no questions asked.
I love you so much, you have an amazing future in front of you :3
- Connor
