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A/N: I can't stop laughing right now;-; I'm in tears bc of a gif of Dan falling out of a chair. I was keeping in my laughter bc my mom walked in the kitchen & I couldn't keep it in & I burst out laughing & now my mom thinks im crazy

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Leslie POV:

I slammed the door in Dan's face. I can't believe he just called me a slut. That asshole. I went & sat next to PJ. He heard everything that just happened and he held me. He held me the way Dan used to hold me. I couldn't help but cry. I knew I had just lost Dan. For good.. If I would have let him explain none of this would have happened. I'm such an idiot. I got up & went to the bathroom putting my clothes back on desperatley trying to find something sharp. I couldn't. I gave up trying to make people happy. I'm such an idiot. Nobody loves me. Once I got my clothes on I walked out of the bathroom to a sleeping, half naked PJ. I kissed his cheek & went on to Chris' room. I opened the door & Chris was on his laptop with his headphones in.

"Hey" he said taking out one of his earbuds. "I needed these.. Sounds like you had fun with Peej, eh?" He said winking.

"Yeah. At least you didn't hear the fight I had with Dan right after where he called me a slut." I said looking down.

"He WHAT" Chris said angrily.

"Then I slapped him & slammed the door right in his face. I could tell he regretted it when he said it"

"I'm gonna go kill him. You go and get some rest. It's 1am for fucks sake." Chris said walking out the door. I looked through the bag he brought me with my clothes. I saw he had taken one of Dan's shirts by mistake so I took the shirt & threw it on before grabbing my laptop & logging onto Facebook. I had 2 notification & 2 messages. I opened the messages first.

One was from Phil. It was a long one. He explained what happened.

Hey Les.. I know you're probably very angry with me.. I know you're not going to let Dan explain so let me at least. Me & Dan were making a Truth Or Dare video for his channel & someone dared us to play Gay Chicken. So me & Dan went along with it. Dan must've thought I was gonna pull away.. The only reason I didn't is because I thought he was gonna pull away & vice versa. It was all a misunderstanding & wrong timing. I'm so sorry Leslie. I hope you can forgive me & Dan but if not, that's fine.. I'm sorry for ruining your relationship.. xx :( -Phil

I read it overand over again 5 times. I felt horrible. I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom & threw up. Once I finished I flushed the toilet & went back onto my bed, typing a reply to Phil.

Phil, please don't feel like it was your fault. If I had given the time to let you & Dan explain none of this would have happened. I don't know if you've heard but things just got worse. After I left the house I went longboarding & fell off in front of the cinema. I sat there sobbing for a few minutes until PJ & Chris found me & took me back to the hotel. I told them what happened & Chris went & got my clothes. While he was gone me & PJ got drunk & things happened. I guess Dan heard because he pounded on the door yelling at PJ to open. Long story short I opened it with nothing but a blanket wrapped around me. We got in a fight & he called me a slut so I slapped him & slammed the door in his face. Now that I know what happened, I feel horrible. I feel sick. Chris left to go kill Dan for calling me what he did. I forgive you both but I think it will be a while before me & Dan make up again.. Please don't take the fault into your hands. I promise it wasn't your fault. :) -Leslie

The second message was from Dan. This was a few minutes ago.

Les. I'm so sorry I called you a slut. I can't believe I said that. I deserved to be slapped. I just want you to know that when I said it I was really angry & jealous &I wasn't thinking when I said it. I'm so sorry Leslie. I love you. I hope you know that.. But I have lost my trust in you for shagging PJ. I'm sorry. If you want I will move out. That's all up to you. -Dan

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