It has been 3 days since the accident I can walk and it doesn't hurt as much it still hurts when I'm standing up but not as bad and I can take it every night Tayler would come and sleep with me but right now I was at the hype house and they had a mini party that griffin of course didn't know about because one it was just last minute they decided to do it and two he would probably be here I was sitting on the couch with avani, nick, and Tayler and of course Taylers hand was on my thigh but I am used to it know
N: so skye how your head
S: good hows your speaking because you have nothing in there
N: you know your mean for a 14 year old
S: that's so nice
N: don't make me call griffin
S: that's not fair
N: then sh-
Av: ok that's enough
S: I'm going to get a drank
T: I'll go
I got up and went to the kitchen with Tayler following me we got our drinks and was just sitting there
T: how about we go to my room
S: umm
T: c'mon please
S: fine
I texted avani and told her that me and Tayler are In his room she said ok. We just got in his room and he pushed me up against the wall and started kissing my neck closing and locking the door in the process
S: Tayler we cant
T: please
S: no because my head and I'm pretty sure there going to notice that I had sex from how I'm going to be walked
T: I'll go easy
He came back on my neck and started sucking making me let out a low moan
T: so that a yes
S: no
T: at least I gave you a hickey
S: you bitch I have a dad that already wants to kill you for kissing me much less giving me a hickey
T: just cover it with makeup
I walked out the room to avani and went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror it was a dark hickey idk how I'm going to cover this then he came behind me and rapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder
S: why did you make it dark
T: so people know you mine
I looked down and blushed I grabbed the concealer and did what I had to do to cover it
T: see you ok
S: there going to find out
T: no they want unless you tell them
He said turning me around
S: ok
T: well let's get back down
We walked deck down were everyone was
N: that was quick
S: we couldn't find a movie to watch
I said as I sat back down. Tayler let out a little laugh and I hit him with my elbow and he stopped we all were just talking again then I felt Taylers hand move farther up my thigh I didn't think anything about it till he moved it up again I put my head on top of his and he stopped
R: so skye you got a boyfriend
S: nope
N: Tayler wants to be your boyfriend
He mumbled but failed so we all heard it my cheeks when bright red and Ryland started busting out laughing I laughed to myself because Taylers cheeks were also red
R: how many friends you got at school
S: 5
R: dang that fast
S: well 2 of them showed me around school and asked if I wanted to sit with them at lunch and I met there friends so we're basically all friends
R: are they boys
S: 3 boys 2 girls
I felt Taylers hand move off my thigh I knew he was jealous but idc because if he can have girl friends I can have guy friends
N: seems like Taylers jealous
T: can you stfu
He got up and left
S: wow
We just continued the conversation when Payton texted
Payton🌷
Are you at the hype house party
Skye
Yeah how did you know
Payton🌷
I just seen that they had a party so I figured you were probably there
Skye
Oh
Payton🌷
Ok I need you help
Skye
Go on
Payton🌷
So I like this girl but I don't really know how to tell her she's pretty and beautiful
Skye
Omg who
Payton🌷
I can't tell you but how do I tell her
Skye
Are you going to take her on a date or just tell her
Payton🌷
Probably just tell her
Skye
Ok umm just tell her how you fell and make it cute and if she says no then she doesn't deserve you
Payton🌷
Ok should I do it in text or person
Skye
NEVER do it in text
Payton🌷
Ok well thank you I'll talk to you later
Skye
Ok bye
. .
T: who are you taking to
I jumped a little I didn't even notice he was there
S: um Payton
T: who is he
S: my friend I met at school
He was about t ok leave but I stopped him and pulled him back down on the couch
S: what's wrong
T: your talking to all these guys
S: and there my friends
T: your acting like a hoe
S: me I'm the one who didn't want sex who pushed you away from sex
I whispered
T: your talking to 4 boys at one time, one time you know what that makes you,it makes you a slut
He walked away before I could say anything I felt tears in my eyes I got up and walked out the house and started walking home with tears streaming down my face. As I was approaching the door I sat down at the front step thinking for a minute
*am I really a slut yeah I talk to 4 guys at ones but I'm not TALKING to them the only one that I'm kinda TALKING to is Tayler the other are my friends that I have zero interest in and hope it stays that way. Why tho why would he say that just because he's jealous but I can talk to my friends that are boys if he can talk to his friends that are girls. Why would he think I am a slut do I dress like on*
I stoped crying but still wanted to I open the door and josh was sitting in the living room I looked back at me
Jh: you ok
S: yeah
My voice cracked
Jh: no your not
He walked over to me
Jh: what's wrong
S: nothing I'm fine
I said trying to walk away but he stopped me
Jh: I'm not stupid you've been crying your eyes are puffy and red so either you tell me what's wrong or I'm going to tell griffin that someone or something hurt you
I just broke down I fell onto the floor with my knees to my chest and started to ball out my eyes he hugged me and I just kept crying
Jh: shhhh
B: h- what happened
Josh shook his head 'no'
Jh: here lets sit on the couch
I shook my head
Jh: let go
He grabbed under my arms and picked me up I laid my head on his shoulder and cried into his shoulder
Jh: it's ok, it's ok
he sat me on the couch and I ruled up into a ball again. He gave me a side hug and stayed there while I cried every time someone walked in I shook my head and they soon left my phone was blowing up but I put it on silent and just ignored it.
After me crying for over a hour I finally calmed down
Jh: do you want to talk about it
I shook my head again
Jh: are you just going to stay here all night looking at the wall or go to your room and probably cry some more sleep watch movies eat ice cream or something
S: is that what you think we do
I mumbled loud enough for him to hear
Jh: what do you do
S: I turned the tv on to a random thing and stair at it and zoom off thinking about whatever
Jh: your a weird one
S: thanks
Mumbling again no expression on my face
Jh: are you going to do that or stair at the wall
I shrugged. he picked me up again and started to walk to my room he set me down on the bed
Jh: oh yeah and tomorrow you have a check up
S: for what
Jh: your head
S; do I have to go
Jh: yes and what happened
I stayed silent
Jh: if you don't talk about it it's just going to hurt more
S: oh well
Jh: ok well goodnight
He was about to walk out but I spoke up
S: am I a slut
Jh: what?
S: am I a slut
Jh: no not at all why should you think that
S:do I dress like one
Jh: no why are you asking me this
S: just because I have 4 guy friends dose that make me a slut
Jh: skye where is this coming from who called you a slut
S: Tayler just because I was helping Payton with something and not paying attention to him he called me a slut
I started to tear up again josh came and hugged me
Jh: skye you are not a slut you are fare from a slut Tayler is stupid don't listen to him
He just stayed there hugging me
A: hey is everything ok
Jh: at-
I covered his mouth before he could say anything else he looked at me confusedi shook my head he removed my head from his mouth
Jh: he want tell anyone
S: no I told you and only you and it's staying that way
Jh: sorry man
A: please tell me
S: no
I flipped to the other side not facing them
A&jh: goodnight
S: night
Then they walked out I quickly fell asleep because crying can get you tired
Who's ready for the appointment.
