poems

love

Love,
I hate it yet why do I crave it
It hurts me but also it heals me in ways other things cant
Why
Why am I so dependant on this thing called love
All I have ever gotten out of love was tear filled tissues
Mascara stained faces are my daily looks now
I cant help it I love love
I love how it makes you feel
You get butterflies
Or how it makes you feel so safe and secure
But I hate how love shelters you from the harsh realities of life
How one day your the happiest you've ever been
And the next your cutting to just to feel something
Love heals but love also hurts
But why
Why am I hurting all i have ever wanted was to loved
Not torn down by the way i look
Or called names and told im worthless
But love
It kills me because after all the pain and suffering I've been through
I still need it to survive
I still need it and I still want it more than anything this world has to offer
Because love is the most addictive drug
And well you see
im addicted