SENT • Epistolary |✔︎

E X T R A

[ E T H A N 'S  P O V ]

When I first entered Jashreal's house earlier, I didn't saw Jashrean. I'm sure nakita nya ko dahil kung hindi edi nakita ko na sya kanina pa. My conscience is bothering the hell out of me.

Nakaupo lang ako sa couch habang pinapanood si Jaze at Jashreal mag laro ng xbox. Umuwi na kasi si Xia, yung kaibigan daw ni Rean... sya lang kasi yung nakakausap ko kanina dahil sya lang naman ang girl samin dahil wala si Rean.

Well, siguro ay nahihiya rin sya sakin kaya ayaw nyang magpakita. This is not the first time na mang down ako ng mga girls  pero iba ngayon kasi kapatid sya ni Jashreal.

I have feelings for Jashreal actually, when I first met him, nagka crush na agad ako sa kanya. He's handsome and I like his sense of humor, He is really fun to be with. I like how he treats me like a real girl. Hindi sya katulad ng ibang lalaki na pagnalaman nilang bakla ang isang lalaki ay ijujudge na nila at kukutyain.

"Thania, okay ka lang jan?" Jashreal asked. I smiled at him then nod.

I'm wearing a simple red shirt and black men shorts. Kung titignan ay para lang kaming mag totropa. Pare-pareho lang kami ng edad. Jashreal, Jaze and me are 20. Hindi ko lang alam kay Peter... He's cold and distant. Minsan lang sya magsalita at ang cool nya. He's hands are always inside his pockets. Magkasing tangkad lang kami kung titignan... I'm 6'1.

Bigla nalang nawala si Peter kanina ewan ko kung san napunta yon. The two boys are busy playing. Ako naman ay hawak ko lang ang cellphone ko habang nag s-scroll sa facebook.

Napatingin kami sa hagdan ng makarinig kami ng bumababa.

It's Peter.

"Oh Pedro tagal mo, ginahasa mo na kapatid ko?" pabirong sabi ni Jashreal.

"Fuck You Dela Vega" Peter said.

"Botong boto talaga si Jashreal sayo pare HAHAHA" Jaze said while laughing. I'm just listening on what they're saying. 

"Hoi kuya anong katangahan nanaman sinasabi mo jan?" someone said with a cute voice. Lahat kami ay napatingin sa kasunod ni Peter sa hagdan.

There I saw a pretty girl with a petite height. Her face was small and white, her eyes are cute and big and her lips are pouty and reddish. She's wearing a cute black top and shorts. May tattoo sya sa  siko pero I can't see it clearly. Her hair was black and she have a cute bangs.

I just stared at her while she's walking towards us. Nang makita nya ako ay nagulat ako ng ngitian nya ako. It was a genuine smile.

"Hi Thania" she greeted me. I just blinked twice.

She called me Thania, not Ethan.

I slowly smiled back. "Hello...." that's all  i can say. I was so busy looking at her face. She's so cute as hell! I already saw her pics on facebook but all of them are stolen. She have some resemblance of Jashreal's face.

"Sorry ngayon lang ako nakababa hahaha" she awkwardly laughed. Then she sit in the sofa infront of my seat.

"Pabebe pa kasi parang tanga hahaha gusto pa papasundo kay Peter eh" Jashreal teased.

Nakita ko namang umupo si Peter sa tabi nya at saka nagtinginan sila.

"Kuya!! pinapahiya mo naman ako sa mga bisita mo parang gago!"

"Kuha mo nalang kami ng pagkain biliss" utos ni Jashreal sa kapatid.

I can't help but to smile when I saw Rean groan and pouted.

"waw may utusan ka?" she sarcastically asked then she stood up.

"Samahan na kita" I insisted. I saw her hesitated.

"H-Ha? osige..." she almost whispered. Nauna na sya naglakad sa kitchen at sumunod naman ako. 

"Uhm Rean I'm so sorry ha" I started talking when we reached the kitchen.

Napatingin naman sya sakin saka nag iwas ng tingin. I find it cute.

"H-huh? saan naman po?" she asked while opening the door of their fridge.

"About what I said in our convo. Uhm...you know—" She didn't let me finish when she suddenly closed the door of the fridge.

She looked at me. Then she smiled. "It's okay Thania.. I understand. I'm so sorry too if I acted like a child earlier, I shouldn't hide. It's all fine now... you don't have to worry about my feelings, just forget about what I've said" she explained.

I sighed and I just nodded at her. Okay, I guess she's now okay... tama nga si Jashreal, magiging okay rin si Rean, but I didn't expect this fast.