His Felicity, His Happiness

Untitled Part 4

Determined to fix this, she turned around and opened the door but stopped. He was there. His hand reaching for the door handle. She was relieved. She was fucking relieved. He had been here, at the door. He didn't leave her. Not completely at least. Without any hesitation she invaded his personal space and hugged him. She didn't know why she did it, she just wanted to feel his body, his very hard body against her. He was tense but a few seconds later, she felt him relax. One hand was covering her back while the other was in her hair. God, it felt amazing. It felt right. She never wanted to leave the comfort of his arms. She had never felt that way before. Not even with Ray. She had never wanted anyone as she wanted him. Sah-Him. She wanted him and that alone scared the hell out of her. Reluctantly she stepped back, and looked him in the eyes. She never wanted to feel anyone's eyes on her body but his. She never wanted to feel anyone's hands but his. She wanted him, all of him. She didn't know where this sensation came from. When she had woken up, she wanted to go home, away from this place. But now, now she wanted to stay.

His hands engulfed hers and she looked down. His hands were huge compared to hers. But it was like they had been made to hold her. They looked perfect. She sighed. She couldn't believe she was thinking of how their hands looked together.

He squeezed her hand and walked them both inside the room and closed the door behind him.

"I'm sorry", she said and he stopped moving, and turned around to face her. His face not showing any emotions.

"I should have said something. I know I should have but I don't know why I didn't. I mean, I like to talk a lot as you've noticed but when you said those words... when you said that I could be your hope, your happiness, I just wasn't expecting you to say that. No one has ever said that to me. I had someone a few months ago his name was Ray but he..." She closed her mouth and inhaled deeply, thinking of what she had been through just months ago. Thinking of Ray and what he had done to her, it hurt. She wanted to erase those memories. She wanted to forget everything about Ray and his involvement in her life but she knew it would take time. That was why she had been in the club. To forget and try to start living her life again. But then a man had been about to rape her. And she had been scared. Scared of what he would have done if Sah-Him hadn't shown up. Scared to experience again something she wanted to wipe out of her brain

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Three months ago

She was home but she was afraid. It had been a year that she had met Ray. A handsome billionaire, and CEO of Palmer Tech. That was how she had met him for the first time.

She had been working in the IT department in her tiny cubicle when her boss walked in.

"Miss Smoak, Mister Palmer would like to see you about the software you designed.'"

"Is something wrong with it?" she asked.

"I don't think so. Just stop whatever you're doing and go see him." She nodded as he left.

She headed up, to the CEO's floor. She was a little bit nervous.

"Mister Palmer is expecting you Miss Smoak." The secretary immediately said as she somehow recognized Felicity.

She knocked twice on the door and opened it. Then stopped in her track. She had never seen the CEO in person. He was handsome.

"Miss Smoak, please come in and have a seat." he said in a flirty voice.

Three Months after meeting him, they officially started dating. He had been nothing but sweet with her. Spoiling her with gifts every time he had felt like it. He convinced her to stop the job she had at the IT department telling her that it would be great if she started her own company. After few arguments she had capitulated and stopped working at Palmer Tech. Little by little his behavior had changed. She hadn't noticed at first as the changes were unimportant.