Fedya x Reader

Strangle...

Wow...first time alone with a guy, and he leads me to a...graveyard? I look around for awhile. Seems like a lot of graves for a small town...
"So Y/n, tell me about yourself... " Fedya says.
"... Like. What? " I ask.
"Well, any reason why you moved?".
" Yes actually. I didn't want to stay in that damn orphanage all my life.". His mouth twitched a little as if he was going to smile. I walked a head of him to look around more.
"You didn't have any friends or family where you're from?" He asked.
"No. Everyone from that orphanage can go to hell if I care. Everyone hated me." I said
" What happened to your parents?"
"How the fuck should I know? They abandoned me... "
"Huh, so no one would miss you...that's unfortunate... " I hear him say from behind me. What's that supposed to mean.
"I'm sorry? " I asked slightly turning my head back to him.
" Oh, nothing. Anyway...so y/n...can you answer a few personal questions for me without getting wierded out?"
"Um... Sure... "
"So tell me...do you hate you guts? "
"Yes."
"Does anyone outside of the orphanage know you or miss you? "
"No, I doubt it. "
"Have you been alone for the rest of your life? "
"Pretty much. "
"Hmmm...", I hear him say still behind me.
" Are you happy y/n? " He asks.
Ive never really thought about that... I've never really been happy at all in my life...guess that why Im distant from everybody.
"No... I'm not... " I say.
"Ok here's my last question...do you hate yourself?"
".....Yes.... I do.... " I say. I hate everything about me.
"Huh, that unfortunate... " He mumbles. What does he even mean?
"Um, why did you ask me all those questions? " I asked, turning slowly back to him.
"I just needed get the info. But after hearing all those answers, this is just going to be a more depressing and difficult thing to do."
"...What is? " I asked, slowly backing away from him. He walks forward slowly to me as Im backing away.
"This." He says right before sprinting after me. Which catches me off guard, and makes me trip and fall on my back hard. He's suddenly on top of me pinning me down with both hands wrapped around my risks, pressing both of them on the ground with me. I started screaming but no one could hear because of the loud music in the house. I was no match for him.
"LET ME GO!WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?"
"Listen, this is difficult for me too. But scince no one will miss you, you'll have to be my victim...plus I'm doing you a favor scince you hate you life. "
"Victim?! Victim of what?! "
"Well, I have to keep the business up some how...sorry "
He quickly moves his hands around my neck.
'WHAT IS UP WITH EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKING TOWN TRYING TO SUFFOCATE ME?!?!!' I thought.
I tried to pull his hands away. But the more I tried, the harder he'd squeeze. While choking he looks me up and down then starts to smile...
"St....o.. " I let out. I could barely speak...it was all starting to become black. 'Why?... ' I thought, 'all I want is to be loved...all I wanted was for someone to tell me...everythings gonna be okay...i may hate my self but I never wanted to die...', I started to cry. For the first time after forever, I start to sob.'I'm useless... I'm... So weak... '. Watching me, Fedya's smile then drops and his expression turns into concern. His hands that we're gripped around my neck stared to un grip.
Realizing my chance, I quickly grab rock that was next to me and hit his head with it. He then yelped. I shoved him off of me and ran as fast as I could back into the party. With no explanation I quickly dragged Rose out once I found her. While staring up the car in confusion. She asked why I had purple hand marks on my neck.
"Just. Drive... " I said.
And she did...