Resignation(Vkook Fanfiction Completed) @Joell95

Chapter 2:😮😢

Jungkook's POV:

I just got home. Well, Jennie invited me to sleep with her. But then, it's past 1:15 AM, then I remembered something. How can I forget it?! It's our anniversary. I know, I'm not in love with him anymore. I don't feel the warm love I used to feel with him anymore. But, we're still together. I should have been with him. Not because, I want to celebrate our anniversary. But I have to tell him as soon as possible. It is the right thing to do. After all, I don't want to lie anymore. He's too kind to be treated like this.

When I entered the house, silence hit me.

Is he asleep already? Then I saw plates at the dining room. Did he cook something?

As I got closer to the table, I saw an arm. Then followed by a body lying. I flinched realizing who's body it is. Then, I rushed towards the body.

"Taehyung!!!"-its more like a shout. "What have you done to yourself this time?"- then I felt my eyes becoming wet.

Am I crying for someone, whom I was about to break and hurt?

Then, I rushed to the hospital. I am worried about him. His situation doesn't help a lot.

I think, because I don't want to hurt him I can protect him. As long as, I stayed beside him. But it seems wrong. I should've just stayed away from him. Before the hole got deeper. And, before he got hurt so much. It's final. I'm going to break up with him. It's for the better.

He woke up, and after talking to the doctor. I sat beside him. Trying to convince myself and collect every thoughts.

I sighed deeply. I saw how his face tensed up. Did he know? Is he hurt?

"Taehyung-ah..."- I said in a low tone.

"Hmmh?"-he replied. Trying to look strong and fine.

"It's been... 7 years.(I sighed again). I'm sorry, I wasn't able to greet you, in our 7th anniversary."- I mumbled as I searched for the right words in my mind.

"You don't have to apologize. I know, you're just busy at work."-he said trying to fake a smile. I just know very well, when he's lying. And I know, he's hurt.

" It's not because of work though.( I cut him, and I know. Inside me, I was cursing at myself as I saw his shocked expression) What I meant is...( I looked at his face) Let's break up."

I don't know how it got out of my mouth that easily. Is it because, I really don't love him anymore? Or... It's because I don't want to hurt and lie to him anymore?

Silence...

Silence...

He looked away. As if, he can see me. But I don't see, any extreme emotions from his face. Did he heard, what I have said? Or. He hadn't get it right?

"Taehyung. I said, we should break up. I am breaking up with you, Taeh..."- I was cutted off when he began speaking.

"I know.( He's face is still emotionless)"

He knew?! How? When? And why? I mean why is he so calm? Is he thinking the same thing with me then?

"I know that this time will come.( He sighed) I know that, you'll be tired of me. That, you'll leave me soon.( He smiled, now it is not a fake one but a hurt smile) Do you really love her?"-he asked still his eyes is focused on the wall.

I am speechless. He knew that, I'm in love with a woman?

"I... Uh... Yes. And she loves me too."-again I cursed myself. How can I say it out loud?

He looked so hurt. His eyes. It looks like, it hide millions of emotions right now. But why is he not crying.

"I know... It's just right. Right for you to find someone who can take care of you,and not the one who you'll take care and waste time with."

It stings. How can he said those words towards himself?

"I am happy for you,then... (He sighed) But before we broke up. Can... Can we still be together for 2 weeks?"

Why? What is the point of 2 weeks? Did he really want to suffer for 2 more weeks. Taehyung, are you crazy?

"I... I just want to fully get over you before the break up. I want to go to those places. Those places where we had been too. Back when we're still inlove with each other. I want to go back to those places. I can't see anymore, so I want to be there for the last time with you."

"And then after that?"- I said curiously.

"I'll break up with you, happily. I won't bother you anymore. And I'll forget everything about us. I'll move on. Is that a deal then?"-he asked me while staring into my eyes.

How can he act like he's not hurt, when I see right inside those eyes how hurt he is. But maybe, he's right. I shouldn't be selfish. After all, we used to be good friends before and a lover. So maybe, I should comply and make this last wish of him come to reality. For the last time...

I convinced myself. That's all.

"Okay."

He smiled again with his boxy smile. Is he really happy? Just because I agreed, he is this happy now? I don't really understand him. Well, I'm only doing this out of concise. Nothing more, nothing less.

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I just want to say that, thank you for reading this story. And sorry for any mistakes. I'm still learning and, I'm not that fluent in English...

Borahae