Feelings of love ❤️.

Where Do we stand.

Chapter 8 - Where Do We Stand?

*Two Hours After The Break-up*

That whole afternoon was hard for me. I had Zayn in almost all my classes. He kept staring at me, but I avoided his gaze. I was torn up inside, and I was about the break any second soon. I just hopped I didn't break in front of him. I seriously hated Kyle right now. If he didn't drug me none of this would be happening. If I didn't meet him that would of been better.

We were half way through English class, when the teacher decided to give us a project and assign us partners. She went through her list of names calling students that were paired together. Boys with girls. When she got to my name I stiffened. "Katy and ...." was all she said before she said the name that I desperately hopped I wouldn't hear. Zayn's.

"You guys may now get with your partners, and discuss what you guys would like to do together for your English assignment." I just continued to sit at my seat, and didn't move a muscle. Zayn got up, and walked to me. He say in the seat in front of mine. I didn't make eye contact with him when he sat down. There was an awkward silence between us for about 5 minutes, then he finally spoke. "So, what do you want to do for the project?" I looked at hm, and did my best not to show that I was heart broken inside.

"Hmm, im not sure. I was thinking about maybe doing an info-graphic, but a 3D type about something that we both hold interest to." Zayn started to think of all the possibilities that we had in common. He listed them. They ranged from Music, to friendship. What he said last made me jump. LOVE. I looked at him for two second then looked away.

"Zayn were over, stop talking about stuff like that" I said that through clenched teeth. "Katy please just answer some of my questions. I really want to know what happened yesterday. If I knew then maybe I would have a better time getting over you" Zayn said. I closed my eyes, and exhaled. "Okay ask all you want right now"

"Why did you have sex with him?" Zayn asked. I hesitated before answering "Because i've always liked him, and felt like are relationship was going no where." I tried to sound believable, but I knew that truthfully I didn't. "Stop lying Katy!" "But, i'm not lying right now."

He turned around, and didn't dare look back for the rest of the period. When it was done, I gathered my books quickly and walked out the door. Someone pulled my arm lightly causing me to step back a few steps. It was Kyle. "So, how was English today? I saw him asking questions. What he say? Kyle asked. "He just asked me why I had sex with you ... I lied to him though." Kyle looked surprised. "Why did you lie, were you just covering up for me, cause you love me now?" I looked at him with pure hate in my eyes. "Don't get me wrong. I fuckin' hate you! I only did it cause feel like i'm not worthy of being his girlfriend anyone, and since I did the stupid bet stop hanging around with me!"

I walked away, all the way to my best friend Lucia, and my girls. They were discussing the party they were planning for my other friend Issabelle. Her birthday was in two days. "Katy, your bringing the decorations right?" "Yeah, I already picked them out. black, with a bit of silver." The colors were a bit ... how do I put it in a nice way? Well I don't know deadly to me, but it wasn't my party, so I said nothing.

"Okay I got all the invites handed out already, everyone in the school will be coming, and I already cleaned up the place were having it at so everything should go smoothly." Said Melissa. We walked into the math classroom and took are seats. This class was the best class I had so far, cause Zayn, or Kyle weren't in it. Only me and my girls, and that was all I needed right now. When we got there we took are seats and a few seconds later a teacher who I didn't recognize walked in.

"Hello class, I am supplying for your teacher Mr. Seat because he has a cold, and has taken today off. My name is Mr. Shay, and today you guys will just be working on a sheet that I am about the hand out." He handed a stack of sheets the the first person in the front row, and they passed it back until everyone in the row got one. The sheet was about algebra, the math subject I hated the most.

I finished my sheet quick, and still have 45 minutes left to do whatever I wanted. So I ended up falling a sleep, cause for these two past days I hadn't gotten much sleep due to the fact that me and Zayn had broken up. I had to cry my self to sleep for the past 2 days. It was hard, but I did eventually fall a sleep. When I woke up I had big red puffy eyes. Thank god someone created make up. I used some and it helped make my eyes look normal.

(A:N: Kyle is a female dog, don't you think? He ruined Katy and Zayn's relationship, but what for? Find out next time in the next chapter. Also I was thinking of maybe adding in point of views, like from Katy, and Kyle. So you guys could see what runs through their minds sometime. Leave a comment, or message me on what you think about that idea, and if you have any ideas or scene that you would like to happen throughout the story message me :)
Anna<3.