Falling for you | Nemma

Insecure.

[Emma Decody]

I start the car and I start driving to the mall. I put on some music and Bradley and I have a singing duet with eachother. I park the car at parking spot and me and Bradley go inside the mall.

I always love to go shopping with Bradley like when we were little. We always put of a whole fashion show in the clothing stores and had a lot of fun.

"We haven't done this together for a few months" Bradley says.

"I know, and I'm glad we're doing it once again" I say excited.

Me and Bradley head to one of the clothing stores and she grabs a white shirt with a pink strawberry on it and hands it to me. "Try this it will look amazing on you" she says to me.

I also find a really cute yellow summer dress which makes me really happy.

10 minutes later I go inside one of the dressing rooms and I take out my nose tubes and take off my sweater and overall leaving me in my black bra and string.

I start looking at my body and I start feeling insecure about it. I look really fat and my legs aren't pretty at all and my boobs are so small. It looks horrible. I burst out crying in my dressing room.

"Are you okay" I hear Bradley say and she comes into my dressing room and comforts me.

"I feel insecure about my body" I say crying while my mascara is leaking on my face.

"Don't worry Em, your body is beautiful and there's nothing wrong with it" Bradley says to me trying to comfort me as she wraps her arms around me.

20 minutes later me and Bradley sit at Starbucks. I have a caramel Frappuccino and Bradley has a berry refresher.

"Em, is everything alright" Bradley asks me. Ofcourse everything isn't okay. I'm insecure about my body and I'm scared whenever I get a boyfriend he will judge me for my body.

"No, I hate my body and I will never have a boyfriend with this ugly body, I will be single forever" I say almost crying.

Bradley places her hand on mine. "Em, you're body is beautiful. Don't let anyone judge that not even yourself" she tells me.

I smile. Bradley always cheers me up with her wise words, I'm glad I'm best friends with her. "You're right, you're words always cheer me up" I tell her smiling.

"Good" she says smiling as she drinks her berry refresher.

After we finish drinking our drinks I bring back Bradley back to her house and then go back to my house.

I open the door and see my dad cooking some
Spaghetti and it smells really good. "Smells good" I say smiling.

"Did you have fun with Bradley?" My dad asks me.

"We did and I bought some clothes too" I say while I put the shopping bags on the ground.

"Dinner's almost done" my dad says

I sit on the couch and look at the tv and zap too see if there is something interesting on the tv.

I just stare at the tv until my dad tells me dinner is ready and I take a seat at the table.

"Is everything alright?" My dad asks me.

"Yeah everything is alright" I lie. I rather not talk about my insecurities with my dad cause he wouldn't understand anyway.

"Are you sure, you're my kid I know when you're upset" He asks me worried.

"No I'm totally fine, there's nothing" I say while eating my spaghetti.

After I finish my spaghetti I turn into my pyjama's and then just watch some American horror story on Netflix.

I brush my teeth and look into the mirror and look at the bags under my eyes from crying today. I need someone who makes me happy and who makes me happy and not insecure.

I hop into my bed and go to sleep. Tomorrow is a brand new day with new adventures.

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I'm excited for the next chapter cause it's gonna be so cute. You will definitely will be in awe.