JONATHAN'S POV 3:24 a.m. charlotte, north carolina i can't stop thinking about her. her smile, her touch, her laugh, her kisses, her hugs, her everything. i just can't get all the memories out of my head. the name braelyn, god her name is so beautiful. she's all i ever asked for, she was the girl i prayed to god for every night. she was the girl of my dreams. the urge for texting her keeps going up and up, i need my baby back. i ain't happy without her, my new girl isn't making me as happy as how i was with braelyn and i just don't know what to do at this point.
"john why you still up?" danileigh wakes up, i get startled. "oh i just can't sleep, got too much shit on my mind" i fake smile at her. "aw my baby, you wanna talk about it?" she asked me as she tries to hug me. "nah it's okay, ima go outside real quick. ima talk to my granny" i pushed her off, grabbed my phone and walked out the bedroom.
my granny was the only one i could talk to about anything besides braelyn. my granny been there for me since day one, she my ride or die. i'll kill anybody for her. "hello?" granny says into the phone. "hey granny" i said on the verge of tears. "Jonathan baby, what's wrong?" she asks me, i start crying. "i miss her granny" i cried. "i know baby, we all miss her. y'all were so perfect together john, y'all gonna get back together" she reassures me. "you think so granny?" i asked her as i wiped my tears. "oh i know so, soulmates always come back to each other son. y'all are soulmates" she says. "thank you granny, ima head back to bed. you should go to bed too" i said. "okay baby. i love you" she kisses the phone. "i love you too granny" i kissed the phone. "bye bye now" she says. "bye" i hung up, went back inside the house, and went right to sleep.
BRAELYN'S POV 4:37 a.m. atlanta, georgia i don't think heartbreak is the word for what i'm feeling right now. i'm miserable, numb, regretful, depressed. he knew i loved him with all of me, i wanted to have a future with him. get married, have kids, live old together until we met our wings. that's the kind of relationship i wanted with him but God said it's not our time yet. i know i shouldn't miss him but i do, i never stopped loving him and i don't think i ever will. if we got the chance to get back together i will do it in a heartbeat.
*FLASHBACK*
2:34 p.m. at jonathan's house. braelyn just got home from miami...
"jonathan i'm home!" i walked inside the house, got no answer. "john! i know you're home, yo car outside" i looked everywhere for him, still no answer. i went in the kitchen and i seen a pair of underwear that was not mine. "is he really cheating on me?" i thought to myself but i shook my head no because i know he wouldn't do that to me. so i walked upstairs and i heard some weird noises coming from our bedroom, i tiptoed closer to the door and i heard moaning. "HE FUCKING CHEATING ON ME!" i whispered to myself and busted in the room. i see jonathan fucking the girl that i despised so much because she was always in his phone, Danileigh. "BRAELYN! I CAN EXPLAIN!" he jumped off of her real quick and ran up to me. "HOW COULD YOU!" i punched him and punched him. "brae i'm sorry" he started to tear up. "i trusted you jonathan" i said nearly whispering it because i couldn't speak. "i know, i'm so sorry" he tried to grab me but i pushed his hand off. "have fun tonight, oh and this promise ring? here. fuck you jonathan" i threw the ring at him and ran out the house. the whole car ride home i cried and cried.
*PRESENT TIME*
that day still runs in my head, the pain i felt was unexplainable. i could see he was guilty and hurt but i didn't give one fuck about him, he cheated on me with a girl i was so worried about. i would always tell him that i hated the fact that she would always talk to him but he would tell me that she's just a friend. God i just want someone that's all for me, not no wishy washy type dude.
"hey braelyn" jordyn comes walking in, "you okay baby?" she asks and passes me a box of chocolate. "i'm alright jay, thank you for the chocolate" i hugged her. "you know i hate seeing you like this B" she laid down by me. "i can't get over it jordyn, i loved him so much" i said as i ate a piece of chocolate. "yes i know but i got a little surprise for you that would make you feel so much better" she stood up, grabbed my hand tryna pull me out of bed. "no jordyn i don't wanna get up" i tried to push her hand off but i fell off the bed, jordyn's laughing at me. "it's not funny bitch" i giggled and got up, we walked outside and i see my granny sitting on my couch. "GRANNY!" i cried and ran to her. "AWW HI BABY" we hugged. "what are you doing here!!" i said. "jordyn told me that you were going through a rough time with a boy so she flew me over to comfort you" she said, i ran to jordyn and hugged her tightly. "thank you jordyn" i said.
JONATHAN'S POV 9:13 a.m. charlotte, north carolina i woke up because my phone kept blowing up. i looked on my instagram and i realized that i still had braelyn's account on my phone, she posted a picture of her and her granny. "damn i miss that lady" i whispered to myself.
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liked by dababy and 874,562 others thebsimone: my happiness💖 thank you so much @iamjordyngenevieve for flying granny to atlanta, i love both of y'all so much🥺. view all 3,826 comments iamjordyngenevieve: you're welcome baby🥺 theferow: you look so much happier❤️
the cutest smile i've ever seen. God i miss that smile so much, she lights up the whole room just by walking in it. she's a goddess, she's my goddess. i got to see her now.
