Drained

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It's kinda nice to just sit and let your mind go off
No distractions.
Life it's just a whole joke .
You'll be a sucker not to just laugh
7 days . 365 days . 24 hours .
You repeat it all over
You thinking where's tomorrow
But the systems got us doing the same thing everyday
I wanna live
I wanna laugh
I wanna feel
I wanna cry
I want to feels it all
Sometimes I wanna shut my feelings off
Like I don't wanna feel at all
I just wanna  just do what I wanna do with out feelings
I want to shut my humanity off
The only way I'll turn it back on .
If someone can show me what it really feels to live .
Not just for family or people or money just live.
I wanna do everything that don't cost a dime .
Walk and talk .
Let me talk .
I don't care if I'm sounding off
Don't just check up on me because you feel obligated to .
Don't just love me because I'm a nice person
Read my soul
Connect with me .
Life teaches you a lot as you paced back and forth in the living .
Listen to your elders .
Be nice
Maybe just maybe you might learn a Lil
Don't let me start talking about the nature .
Are they part of the living to .
I haven't really been smiling or laughing genuily
I miss me
I miss me
I miss me
I don't know how to deal with it
No matter who I talk to I can never feels relieves
I miss my best friend .
Maybe he'll know how I feel right now
I wish there were visits to the death and I can just talk to him .
I just wanna walk and walk till I can't see any paces that I recognize and just start over .
A whole new name . A whole new life .

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