Lost but no where to be found .
I've loved and I've always lost
I've started to think that it's me some wrong with me
I start to look at myself different
I don't Brush my hair no more
I don't care what I wear no more
Life just becomes meaningless
Ive lost sight of time and days
I've lost myself
I've lost the sight of things .
I don't know what's going on
But some just seem different
People don't really see me even if they directly talking to me
They see me as in everything alright but it's not
But I'll be back
Imma start by going to the only place that makes sense the GYM
The only place that really let me be free and my notes where I can write my feelings down.
I need to start talking to GOD more cus I'm losing myself .
Want to go missing but don't know where to go . My mind is full my soul is empty and tired . And I don't go on social media because people as it FAKE as it is . They just as blind as it seems like they losing theirselves trying to please people .
And I'm just tired of it . I need a HERO
I need soul healer I need a drug that gonna seems just as right that's gonna makes seems the world colorful cus I'm tired and I don't want a R.I.P infront of my name cus that's the only thing I want right now and nobody even see it cus they all fighting they own demons so who am I to bother them with mine . I gotta fight it and if it's win oh well I tried.
YOU ARE READING
Finding out where I belongs
FantasyI'm new to this but this book going to be about different poems . Bare with me . Give feedback. Good or bad don't matter .
