Lament • Korean Songs

04

나의 사춘기에게
naye sachungiege
“To My Youth”
[EP] Red Diary Page.1
2017.09.28

Lyrics/작사: 안지영
Composer/작곡: 안지영
Arranger/편곡: 바닐라맨(바닐라 어쿠스틱)

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Here's another old-but-not-that-old song, and another song that hit right into my heart and mostly those who has passed their teenage years.

__________🥀🥀🥀__________

At some point in my life
I used to wish that I could disappear from this world
The whole world seemed so dark
I cried every night
Will my mind feel at ease
If I just disappeared
I was so afraid
Of everyone’s eyes on me

During those beautifully beautiful days
I was in pain
I hated myself
For not being able to receive love
My mum and dad
They’re only looking at me
This is not how I really feel
But I keep getting further away

What do I do
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do

The saying that time is medicine
Was really true for me
As the days went by
I really did get better
But sometimes when I’m too happy
I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
I’m afraid that someone
Will take away my happiness

Those beautifully beautiful memories
Were so painful
I hurt to the point where I could hurt no more
But the pain wouldn’t go away
My friends all these people
They’re only looking at me
This is not how I really am
But I keep getting further away

But still maybe I could be
A bright light
In this world
Maybe after all of that pain
I could shine a light
Even if it’s short
So I couldn’t give up
The me that couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
Because if I keep trying to stand up like this
I might be able to find myself

How painful must it have been
How painful must it have been
How much, how much, how much did I hope for it

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Translation: Melody_btob (lyricstranslate.com)

don't y'all just have a day where y'all only think about how people see you, how people think of you ... and how do you see
yourself in their eyes? because i do. i know i shouldn't think too much about these thoughts until it affect my day but yeah sometimes it just happened like that. the 2nd last  verse give us hope though and telling us not to give up yet so everyone i hope y'all still have the strength and fight for it. good luck!

— a i r a .