MY ONE DESIRE

Chapter eleven

         I don't know if am cursed or something no matter how hard i try something bad will always happen to me all the good people around me all go away and i  make other peoples live miserable maybe am just worthless. I just wish my mother was here to comfort me I miss her so much and I still can't believe my dad got married to another woman even while my mother was alive , he had a family someway else and he never took care of us he would always come home drunk and the same time shout at my sick mother and even when she died he only attended the funeral and pretended that he tried his best to treat my mother. Yes my family were rich but for once my dad never used his money to take my mum to the hospital he watched as cancer killed my mum slowly. And after her death he just never came back to the house to even check up on me or anything he forgot he had a daughter , he forgot about our home , he forgot about all the memories we had as a family he even forgot his family and the only thing he wants is wealth and he's even ready to give out his daughter for that , someone he has abandoned  and now remembers her in time of his worthless need.
           Its is true all good things never last but they are still family out there living their best life . you just have to make it happen. Ever since i was a child i imagined myself growing up to a home i will forever love and cherish, i wanted to grow and do the best for my parents and make them proud and i still want to make my mum proud even if she's dead she's right in my heart but my dad is dead he no longer lives in my heart and the home is no where to be found is just a girl and her mother right in her heart.
          I stood up from the floor in the janitor's toilet as i heard the sound of the bell I looked at my watch and school is finally over i pray i get home in peace . I walked to my locker and dropped some of the materials I would not be needing and picked  the things I needed to read for the night , I closed my locker and noticed other students were still looking and pointing fingers at me of course they never blame the bad one as long she is popular but they blame the nerd . I walked out of the compound as I planned my way home . I kept in walking deep in my thought but i was brought out of that same thought as someone tapped me i looked up and saw that same  new boy i tried walking fast to ignore him but  he grabbed my hand which made me stop and look at him once again waiting for him to tell me what he wants.
       "Look I came to apologize for what Jessica did to you in the hall and also have tried talking to you but i think you've been ignoring me" I looked up again after what he said surprised , why is he apologizing .
       "Well i don't think its your fault all that happened and I thought it was quite obvious have been ignoring you" I said trying my best not to be rude cause i once stalked the handsome boy standing in front of me .
       "And also am not meant to be talking to you and i don't want to get into more trouble so goodbye" I said as i  immediately started running.

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