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Part 10

I told you to listen all of my story.

Did you guys feel like you were cheating on me in the first story? . No. um... I'm not deceiving you. I swear it. I sweet porcelain . Did you guys know about that? .

And darren the handsome guy? I did it, didn't I? Do you guys think I'm in love with him? What kind of a joke is that?

Did I tell you that I love him before? No.

um... I've told you many times if I don't love him. I just have to have it to keep me safe here. You guys are the ones who think I love him.

Love...? To hell with it. I buried him long enough. Either a woman like me shouldn't play with emotions.

Bitch? No. I'm not a bitch.

But the fact is I am bought. But not by darren.

I was bought by ...

My country.

I'd rather sell myself to my country. In other words I serve my country.

That's why I have to take away my feelings for anyone. But that's not what made me stop loving.

I've had my heart broken and I can't heal myself.

That guy, I remember him. His name is Allard.

3 years ago ..

That man allard still smiled at me and gave me a map with my test scores in a week. It's crazy the shape of her lips so tempting to kiss him.

"Ar how did my test ?" I asked. I tried to be casual with him, but my eyes still couldn't escape he lips.

Ar. That's what I call him. The ar's coming from his last name. Allard

"you don't seem to be a very good shot." he said. Chuckling. "But my other test exceeded the all-time record at this academy. As always, mixcro expression. In other words, I'm very good at pretending.

I am the chameleon. I can change my color quickly. I can be both conspicuous and invisible. They say I have a special talent. I'm an expert on mixcro expression. In other words, I'm very good at faking it.

I can pretend to cry if there's something funny where I'm supposed to be laughing my teeth out. And I can laugh in excruciating pain.

"Division chief says you'll be starting training to complete a mission in six months." "I'll buy you a drink!"

Allard is a handsome and friendly man. He smiles at anyone. Perhaps I myself have often imagined that the smile belongs to me only.

Yes. yes. I fell in love with that guy. The man who has clean blue eyes like seawater.

He was my mentor at this academy. I'm a candidate for intelligence on malava island. About two years ago they recruited me. I'm gonna be i.I.S. irland  island secret agent.

I.I.S. A is the shadow.
I.I.S. A is a weapon.
I.I.S. A isa shield.

Just now he said I'd be an agent in six months. I'm very happy to hear that.

However it . I there's a deep disappointment. I won't see allard again every day.