Confused feelings

Chapter one :shadows

"Hey"they all shouted while I was walking toward them .I always liked hanging out in the morning in our place . Everyday seemed normal.I couldn't wait until summer .summer is the best because u can relax and not worry about a thing but now I'm in school .
~~ring ring~
Ugh homeroom the place I hate but yet like.there were some cute boys in there but I wasn't glad about that.I was glad that I had my friend Emma there.we were close she would tell me things and I would tell her things too .i always had fun with her in homeroom and in math 5th period.
First period history was my favorite not that I like history but I like the person who's siting next to me .Bryce the guy I like the only thing I wouldn't know what would happen is that were friends .i even forgot how we became friends but it doesn't matter.he had 1 history ,2nd p.e and 5th math with me .we always got along and I at least I got to see him in action .
"Hey skylar" he was wearing the gray and black baseball jersey I found him attractive in and taky pants like most guys are wearing in this generation .He was Mexican and white but he doesn't speak Spanish .me I m Mexican yet American but he was lighter ,tall,kind of shy , light brown eyes ,come over hair .... wow is it hot in here or is it just me .describing him was just making me want to kiss him but I can't .the whole day seemed normal and I was glad .
Lunch was always as usual but today was a little uncomfortable. when I heading to out place with Celina I all I saw was couples making out and all I did was look to my side and woosh Celina was gone with Eddie .so I just went to Cameron who was like my little brother .
"This is awkward "
"I know right "the look of all these couples made me feel kind of sad but who cares.
After like what felt like 5 minutes they all stopped but me and Cameron kept talking about his girl that he liked and I gave him advice .when lunch was over everyone said "sorry " by the look in their face they seemed embarrassed
"For what " I lied I kind of had a clue it was about that kissing part
Max said " for us making out in front of u and making u uncomfortable "
"It's ok I get it ...come on let's go "
Our group was weird me and max were the leaders of the group even though Amber and him were dating .But the good thing about it was that if anyone broke up with someone they would still be friends . Fifth period yes where I have a clear view of Bryce and a clear view of Emma .
When the period was over I was waiting outside for Bryce .when he left Bryce came out quickly looking shocked and walked toward me .
"Hey can't walk you to 6th sorry and sorry ...but i don't have the same feelings for you that you have the for me ."
My brain just processed what he said and I knew he meant it.My heart broke into pieces. It felt like it exploded and I was drowning for air .
"Are you okay ?"
I didn't even answer his question.i just walked away to class trying not to cry and let my feelings out .who had told him that I liked him ?? WHO? All I wanted to do was hide in the shadows and hope no one will find me ...........