I know Kian will never see this in a million years....but I need to get this out
I discovered O2L about a year ago, and I fell in love with Kian. His craziness, smile, laugh and his creativity.....it caught me and I watched all of his videos on O2L and his main channel. At the time of me discovering o2l.....I was at my lowest point. I was so sad, and I didnt know what to do with my life.
When Kian uploaded his Alone vid....it spoke to me. I related so much to him...and I felt like I wasnt alone any more. Kian brought me out of my funk...and my family even saw a change in me. Kian (along with Jenna Marbles) inspired me to do YouTube....so I did. And honestly makes me so happy.
The point is, Kian means so much to me...and Im so scared for his final O2L video......Im gonna be a mess, and its gonna break my heart. In the group goodbye vid.....he was so quite. I know O2L means alot to him...and he always put 100% in to his videos.
Im gonna miss O2L so much.....and I dont wanna see him sad. Kian makes me so so happy....and seeing him sad breaks me.
Kian Lawley makes my life 10000000000 times better. I love you Kian ♡♡♡♥♥♥♥♡♡♡♥♥♥
