Blinded By Him

Chapter 13

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Katie's pov,

We have all had or still have that one special childhood crush who we thought of marrying or running away with, to spend the rest of our life with a happily ever after just like those fairytale books we kept on reading and movies we kept on watching. So, oblivious to reality we kept on dreaming of that one perfect kiss and that one perfect life we would have but never knew that those written pages and heartwarming movies were just false imagination and made-up stories until one tremendous day, life makes up its mind to shower some red chillies upon you rather than some juicy lemons .

You finally realise that ur perfect someone wasn't t ment to end up with you and being together isnt so damn easy. So you make up your mind to spend the rest of your stupid life trying to accept the god for saken fact. But oooh.. Sniff.. wanna know whats really sad about that?. You keep on falling for him even more and the thought of letting him go and forgetting he even exists just puffs away. So the next thing you do is spend the rest of your life cursing your overly active hormones for even exciting.

But right now standing infront of the person I thought I finally was able to forget was nothing but utter shock to me. The fact that he looked better than before, he looked like he finally was living a life, he looked fit. He was okay he was happy but little did he know that I wasn't and him leaving wasn't helping at all

I thought he'd never return. I thought he was gone for good. Things were finally back to normal. It was finally easy but now why does it feel like I'm bout to fall into another pit of darkness again.

"hey" was all he said and it surely did bring me back to reality.

Before I could make up my mind on what to do next a single tear rolled down my right cheek and I swear I hate my weak self for not being able to hold back and hide my stupid emotions.

I was lost and I didn't even have Meg with me for heaven sake. Way to go Meg nice timing. I obviously can't let him see me like this and I sure as hell won't give him the satisfaction of knowing that I still feel something for him just like when we were kids. So I did the only thing I was an expert in doing and walked past him, towards the librarian, Away from a riddle that was never solved but I thought was. If it weren't for the ounce of will power in me to hold my place I would hv run out of the back door and never look back by now but as I said I won't be giving him the satisfaction. Not today, not ever again

5 years since ive seeen his face, 5 years since ive heard his voice and 5 freaking years since leaving me here with no goodbye. And now he has the nerves to just pop out of the blue and just casually say hi like he didn't ghost on me. The fact it self was making my blood boil and the hurt inside me took no time to turn into the hatred that was once love. I really did care for him but now after all this, Oh Heeellll no! I ain't giving in that easy. So like always the only thing I did was turn my back on him coz right now, I didnt know if I was supposed to face it or ignore it.

"oh come one k. Don't walk away. U can't just ignore me like that." he says as he trails behind me.

Oh wait and see how I do just that you traitorous ugly worm but then again I'm not pretty sure if ugly fits him tho. I mean did u see those arms of his and don't get me started on his efing jawline. Woowah I just did not. What the actual hell is wrong with me!!. Focus k!!!. Your supposed to get your sorry ass away from him not start drooling over him.

" isn't it really little miss sunshine that thought of coming here today. For once I actually thought you might have forgotten me darling." says my dear friend Harrold dramatically patting his chest. I swear this old man can be so extra. I keep the book on the counter and decide to play along partly coz I didn't want to talk to the person standing next to me. Seriously tho, Does he actually think I'd talk with him.

"oh my sweet Harold, did u really think I would forget my dear partner in crime. I would never." I say adding a little accent to match his.

"aaww I know you love me. So how you doing so far love? Anything or anyone exiting I should to know about?" he says while wiggling his eyebrows at the end. Well can't tell that I didn't see that coming since he's been asking that same thing for the past couple of years.

"hey! You know that I'm not into stuff like those and plus who would ever wanna date this" I state matter of factly.

"now now now. how many times should I tell you, your drop dead gorgeous and those stupid men who don't seem to realise that are extremely unlucky. Girl they obviously letting a million dollar check slip right through their fingers " he says while graciously giving me the book that he just stamped.

" my sweet Harrold you always seems to cheer me up, probably part of the reason why I love you. Anywaysasss.... megs probably outside waiting for me soooo see you later, lv yaaa....." I sing the last part out while giving him a hug and receiving one of the Harrold's special damn tight bear hugs back. I swear I heard two bones break.

moving past an ugly ass frog but u said he looked... Okay fine maybe not ugly but still a frog I  hop out side the library to find Meg and ca... Fuckk... How the hell did I forget! Well standing between two charming men one could possibly lose themselves. And when did I ever call them charming maybe Caleb but not that ug.. I mean frogg and hey I never lost my self. I was completely fine. Yh rightttt. That truly sums up why you forgot bout Caleb. Stop rubbing it on my face would you. Sorry but some ones gotts speak out the truth. Whatever u say.

After looking for them in the car park I try calling Meg again but she doesnt pick up. 
For the love of God, Where the hell did those idiots disappear to. I swear when I find them...

"you want a ride home k"

Great just great. Can this day get any worse!! I turn to face the person who interrupted my trail of thoughts and yh it's non other than the frog itself.

"nope I'm good. Just waiting for Meg" yap there goes another failed attempt to shoo him away. Seriously k. You had to give him a reason. What. its called being poilte you know. Polite my ass. The last time I checked u wanted to kick his wee wee and now your trynna be polite. I didn't wanna... Well maybe I did but..

"oh kk." he says, his voice bearly making it to my ear.

Jesus, is the weather getting warmer and warmer outside or am I just bout to hv a heat stroke.

"look k...."

there we go again. Just listen to what he has to say. And then do what? . Run back to him like nothing happened.

"Noah!?!..."

Before I could cut him off someone else does it for me and knowing that the voice belonged to meg I turn towards her but instantly wish I didn't. Her eyes held back so much pain and shock and the fact that she was trynna hold back the tears that threatened to fall was not a sight to see. Not right now. Not while I was in the same state as her.

"noah..." she said again trynna process this whole thing but this time it was bearly audible.

A/N❤️

Hey yall, first off I'm super duper sorry for not updating for a long ass time. I was kinda busy and didn't hv the time to. Anyways I made this chapter a lil bit long for yall sweets and hope you liked it. ❤️💯

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