International Love (Harry Styles Fanfiction) ON HOLD: MAJOR REVISION

Chapter 11

Songs: 

"Chainsaw" The Band Perry 

"Half a Heart" One Direction 

"How Far Do You Wanna Go?" Gloriana 

"Celeste" Ezra Vine 

 1 Week Later 

The first week wasn't so bad. I was still on summer vacation and I didn't have to work so it was nice being able to talk to Harry on his time. I know he had a lot of preparation with the new CD and the tour. In that time I did get the chance to do a college trip with my mom.

We toured my top choice school. It's a small town undergraduate university but because of the great pre-med program at such a great price it's my best option. 

Since I decided to attend a college prepatory school I had to be a bit more frugal when it came to picking a college. I don't want to break the bank before I start my life. 

Ugh! I don't want school to start. I know it's senior year and so many exciting things happen, it's my last year. I love my high school. I feel like it's my safe haven, even though I have the privilage to be given all the stress that comes along with school. 

It really helped me form the person I am today and I have the best friends I could ever dream of. The only thing I'm worried about is how little time I'll have to keep in touch with Harry. That's a good thing though, I won't be too distracted so school won't be too hard.

However it's going to be crazy with my college process. Thankfully Harry understands what I'm going through. At least he says he understands. 

I know he's busy with his career but I'm busy trying to prepare myself for a possible career. I think that's one of the few things that Harry and I cannot even begin to comprehend about each other. I still find it hard at times to understand the stress Harry is under with everything that he has to do. Because what he does isn't a typical career you think about. It's hard to view it as one. 

Since Harry put his education on hold he doesn't completely understand the pressure I'm under to start planning a future and making choices that will affect my future in a good way. Hopefully as the school year starts, I won't worry too much about that. Harry wants to take it one step at time. 

I agree with him. One step at a time, but it's hard when everyone is shoving future, future, future, down your throat. 

The first day of school is so crazy. One of my friends comes running up to me. "Willow! We are in 5 classes together this semester!" Laura says with a huge grin on her face.

"That's great but let me get settled in." The rest of the day was pretty much like that. Everyone comparing schedules. Senior year is going to go by fast. We already have to think about cap and gown stuff.

When I get home from school I see a pile of college letters on my desk. Great. More options.

I check my phone and see a missed call and then listen to my voicemail. "Hey, Willow, I'm getting ready to fly to Japan soon so if I don't pick up its because of that. I'll text ASAP. Bye!" Harry's voice seemed rushed. I sent him a message wishing him good luck.

The first week of school flew by. It's already the weekend and my friend Matt's first football game. This is his first year starting...with Andrew. I'm sitting with Kasey and Luke cheering the Spartans on. "Hey, so do you want to go to the party afterwards? Matt's going to want to go since he saved their ass. It would be social suicide if he brushed it off." 

"I know Kase, but I really can't be around Andrew. It's really bad." I've been avoiding him in the halls and he's been calling and texting, but I've ignored it all. "But, you should go. Don't let me hold you back from having a good time."