Tw for sexual assault
Abuse
Manipulation
Cults
Etc
Stop it
Stopitstopitstopit please.. Please just stop. I don't want you to touch me anymore. Please stop. I always beg you to. Why don't you listen? I'm good, i promise. I don't struggle. I don't try and steal your phone anymore. You said you'd stop it if i was a good girl. I've been good. You told me it was because im pretty. Am i really that pretty? Do you think I'm pretty? No ones called me pretty before. Not even you. Thank you, I'm sorry for complaining.
You hurt me again.
I can feel the marks still. I cried. You said it was because I've not been working hard enough to redeemed myself. I'm sorry. I'll be better. When you sacrifice me to the almighty i need to be pure. Please purify me. I don't want to be a disgusting unclean thing anymore. Im sorry. Im disgusting. Disgusting. Disgusting disgusting disgusting.
You said I'm almost pure. Yes, yes i can feel it. I don't feel as dirty. Im almost there. Purify me. Please please please purify me. I've been so good.
Where did you go? I was almost pure! Im so close! Why are these men here. They're asking me questions. I answered honestly. I hope that was the right thing
They asked why i was hurt. I said cause i was bad. They asked how i knew you. Your my savior. They asked my age. Did they mean the age you gave me? Or the one the unclean ones gave me? I asked. They looked worried. Why? I didn't say anything weird. Wait. That must mean they're unclean. I started screaming when they touched me. No no no. I can't be tainted by the unclean. One said something into black box. They tried to calm me. I can feel the dirty unclean hand on my arm. Why is it warmer then your touch? I almost want to allow it. No this must be the temptation. Our lord is testing me. I must not give in.
