The boarding school

My first first

I woke up to my annoying alarm. I had not woken up and I was in a bad mood. Maybe it was because school was officially starting or because of the mental breakdown that I had from last night. Yesterday I had my first mental breakdown in front of my guides and it was kinda embarrassing. This is how it went:

Niall, Harry, Liam, Louis, Zayn, Nick, Joe, and Kevin were waiting for me and the rest of the girls to finish preparing to go to dinner because we wanted to have a fun night before school started. It went pretty good until I stabbed my toe against the wall and said "fuck". Literally everyone went "oooooooohhhhh" I did not know what the big deal was, plus didn't they care that I was in pain.

"Language," all of the guides said in unison. To be honest kinda creepy.

"Do you guys have to say that at the same time, it is kinda creepy. " I said holding my toe because it hurt.

"Drop the attitude Sky" Liam reminded me while Niall looked at me with the most serious face in the world.

"Fuck off Liam, literally ever since I came here anytime I do something it is wrong, might as well not be here then. " I screamed at everyone.

Then all of the guides except Liam and Niall left with their girls. Liam and Niall both looked at each other when I started breaking everything in the room. That was kind unnecessary but I wanted them to get my point of I felt. It was a horrible feeling to be corrected at everything I did. Like I could not curse, like now I had to actually think before I talked like the FUCK? Anyway while I was having my mental breakdown Liam and Niall pinned me down to the bed until I calmed down.

Then I sat up and said "Sorry I did not mean for it to get this bad".

They looked at each other with relieved faces and then Niall said"Its ok you were having a mental breakdown but wanna tell us why, that was defenitly deep. "

I looked down not wanting them to feel bad for just taking care of me. Yes they were strict but its their job. Niall then proceeded to lift my head up until we made eye contact. We stared at each other for way to long. It was just his eyes they were the most beutiful eyes ever.

"What has you so shaken up , Sky" Liam said interrupting our moment.

"Well I just feel like everythimg I do its wrong because you guys keep correctiong me on everythig. Im sorry I don't want you guys to feel bad but yeah" I said in a barely heareble voice.

"Why didn't you say earlier? Remember our rule of communication? If you feel uncumfurtable with something please tell us, that way you dont keep it inside and it turns into a mental breakdown" I looked down, theres so much stuff I had not tell them. Like why I always wore a jacket over my tops or why I never wore shorts. Or that I always cry myself to sleep or the anxiety that I get when I overthink. But if I tell them they will just have more burdens in their life. So no I was not gonna tell them.

"I just did not want you guys to fell bad, you were just trying your best. "

They proceede to hug me. "We need to know this kind of stuff Sky, it will make us better guides for you and better friends. " That made me happy that they weren't just with me because they had to. Not like other guides.

"Although we still need to punish you, for foul languge and not telling us about that" Niall said coming back with his serious self. I instanly got very nervous, I had never gotten punished before because mom usually just talks to me about everything and thats it.

"We decided that we should give you 20 with the hand in each cheeck"

"Now stand in the corner" Liam said pointing to the opposite corner to us.

Are they crazy? I am not about to get spanked. So I walked in direction of the corner and then quickly got to the bathroom and put the locked.

"Sky get out of there before it gets worse than it is" Liam said almost screaming. Like bro I could hear him just fine he needs to calm down. Just because of that I was not going to get out. I was scared I did not want to get it. It semmed like it hurt and I did not think I was going to survive.

"Why are you there? " Niall asked me.

I did not answer.

"Sky" Niall said in the sweeted voice ever. That made me come out.

"Sorry I am just scared of whats gonna happen"

"Awww dont be scared I will never hurt you"Niall said hugging me, Liam joining us.

"Ready? " I nodded.

"Verbal answer SKy"

"Yes sir" Then he pointed to the corner. I walked over there.

"Come here sky" Niall said pointing to his lap. I nervously walked over there and bended over his lap. He then procedded to pull down my pants and underwear. It was so embarresing to have them look at my exposed butt. I felt humiliated. Then my thoughts were interrupted by a loud spank sound followed by large sting in my buttocks. Then followed by another and another and another. It hurt so much I was about to cry.

"Last ten sweetie" Liam and Niall said,

SPANK SPANK

SPANK SPANK

SPANK SPANK

SPANK SPANK

SPANK SPANK

"All done" Niall said pulling my pants and underwear back up.

"Wanna go to dinner or stay in?"

"Can we stay in?" They nodded and we