i hate it when people raise my expectations
like, i didnt push you to say these things to me
why did you have to say these and make me feel special
why say that you prioritise me then go back on your word
why is it that everytime i place someone as my priority
they place me as their second
why is it that i always care about someone so much that i get hurt
why is it that i overthink so much
it always seems like i care about a certain someone much more than they care about me
why is it that i get hurt easily
why is it that im so vunerable
why is it that i cry so often
why is it so hard for me to open up
why is it so hard for me to accept my feelings
why do i always act tough
why do i always wear a mask
why do i always hide my emotions
why do i never place myself first before others
why am i so sensitive
why do i let what others say to me affect me
