*WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH?*
The door is open, walls are gone
The used to be vivid colors are fading
The laugh filled hallways are now enveloped with engulfing silence
Make up keeps running down my face
Stupid phrases careless words
I don't know why but being loved hurts
Falling dying fading crying
It beats it breaks
It aches but only for you
Stars appear upon the horizon
And fall upon the dawn
And suddenly it reminds me
Of how everything is gone
How stupid to think that I could actually heal
I thought that I actually mattered
But it didn't take long for my heart to be shattered once more
But I fell too hard I flailed too far
A crashing wave
All the shields I had secured were worn away
Right now you have bright colors but mine is grey
I prefer the night but you thrive in the day
Even the cages can't hold my heart in
A monster lurks beneath my own dammed skin
I can't breathe and its getting hard
To see myself broken as you get away unscarred
I do not cut my skin
I cut my soul
For my skin doesn't need replenishing , its my soul
My broken empty soul rich with empiteness and crushed hope
My friends already think that am a bloody robot
Its not that I don't feel I just feel too much
But why does it hurt so much?¿
YOU ARE READING
A LETTER TO NO ONE
PoetryMe.,., you.,,. Us.,., was forever,,, was evermore But you broke my heart into two It healed again And my stupid heart started beating for you again Like you weren't the one that broke it
