I don't know if it's all in my head
I don't know if it was all a facade
Or I just fell too harddd
Was it all a game for you? Was I just some pawn to your story?
Was all this some trial and error?
My mind is clouded with banging and banging
The bags under my eyes aren't a surprise
My body feels like it's been touched by hot knives , it stings
You made me believe that even gangsters can be loved
You made me believe that I was useful , that I have purpose
In the end you the reason for these cuts bruises and excuses
As I dread the new day called tomorrow
Tears of acid stain my cheeks
Drowning my soul in the growing sorrow
That's been stalking me for days
The talons of my fear clench tightly around my heart
Digging in; ripping me apart
Robbing my remaining happiness from me
You promised to stay but here you are breaking me
My screams are barely sounds
These slits and cuts have bled enough
No one needs me around...
YOU ARE READING
A LETTER TO NO ONE
PoezjaMe.,., you.,,. Us.,., was forever,,, was evermore But you broke my heart into two It healed again And my stupid heart started beating for you again Like you weren't the one that broke it
