Unforgettable Mistakes

Chapter 3

One Month Later....

Am I a bad person? I don't think so. Did I fuck up majorly? Hell yea, but at the same time I'm not going to keep dwelling in the past. I've decided to take what happened between Omar and I to the grave. Obviously we both weren't in the right headspace when we did what we did so why continue hold ourselves accountable as if we were? We both know if we were sober, we would've never had sex. So it only makes sense to forget it ever happened because all the night was, was a big mistake and it didn't mean anything. I still love Mike and Omar still loves Crystal so why fuck everything up by telling them what happened. At least that's how I feel, I kinda haven't spoken to Omar much about what happened and I've been keeping my space because of obvious reasons. I can tell it pisses Omar off but it just felt like it was the best way to deal with things. Like the following week after prom night when I first started ignoring him...
Flashback
It was during 4th period which we have together. He kept calling my name but since it was in a whisper I acted like I didn't hear him. "Khrystina I know you fucking hear me?" Then I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket already knowing it was him who had texted me.
Notifications
(Just Now)
Omar- Yo Ik yo ass hear me. We need to talk
(Just Now)
Omar- We can't keep acting like what happened never happened
(Just Now)
Omar- Cmon man stop being childish I see you reading my messages

I just put my phone in my pocket and kept ignoring him and eventually he gave up tryna get my attention. When the bell rung and I was headed out of the class he tried to catch me but I just kept walking so he'd lose me in the crowd. I wanna talk to him but I don't even know what to say or how to feel about the whole situation. I just wanna forget it ever happened.
Flashback Over
I don't know why I ignored him but it just made sense so I could come to terms with everything. Now I'm ready to talk and hopefully he's ready to talk to me too. After that day in class he stop trying to talk to me too so I guess he got the memo of what I was doing. Right now I'm headed to my best friend, Julia's house to see what she says. I need all the help I can get and I'm tired of keeping all this stuff inside.
When I got to her house, she let me in and we headed straight to her room to talk. "So what's been going on with you miss ma'am" she asked sitting on her bed. I sat on the bean bag across from where she was at. "I fucked up badly." I said putting my head in my hands. "Girl what you talkin bout?" She looked at me with a confused look on her face. I finally sat up and made eye contact with her. "I cheated on Mike on prom night." She looked like a deer caught in headlights. "Bitchhhh are you for real? With whooo? And why tf you ain't tell me you lost your virginity?!" She got off the bed and cane and sat directly in front of me on the floor. "It was with Omar, I was walking with him back to his room at the hotel and he asked me to stay with him till he falls asleep, then we said some things and one thing led to another anndd we had sex." I said feeling like complete shit talking about it out loud. Her mouth was wide open the whole time I guess she was shocked because out of all my friends, I was like the "innocent one" since I was the only virgin left. "Sis I don't even know what to say, how was it though?" I felt so guilty I didn't even think about whether I actually enjoyed it or not. "It..actually...the dick was fire I can't even lie girl. From the head to his stroke game, he had me shook for real." I said laughing a little. "Ohhh shit my bitch out here fucking now. I knew it was some type of chemistry between y'all." "So are you and Mike..ya know..broken up? Wait does he even know?" She asked looking at me. I just looked off to the side and then back at her. "See that's the thing..I still love Mike an-" "Aw shit, so he doesn't know?!" "No not really, and I kinda don't wanna tell him. Omar and I were both faded as hell ya know so I feel like taking it to the grave is the best thing to do." I said looking too see if she agreed with me or not. "I don't know about this K, it'll hurt more the longer you go without telling him.." "What Omar and I had was mistake though and it's not like we're ever gonna do it again." I said trying to reassure her that everything would work out fine. "If you say so. So Omar not gonna say anything either?" Shit. "You see I haven't really talked to him since we had sex." She rolled her eyes. "Girl you something else for real. You better talk to him." She said pointing her finger at me while getting up. "Matter fact text his ass right now." "Finee." I pulled my phone out and texted him.
Convo
Me- Hey can we talk, I'm sorry for avoiding you😕
Omar- Oh now you wanna talk?? What about when I wanted to talk
Me- I said I'm sorry, I didn't know what to say at the time
Omar- So you avoid me? FOH
Me- Omar please don't be like that🥺
Omar- I'll let you know when I'm ready to talk bye Khrystina
End of Convo

"Sooo..." She asked in a hopeful tone. "He's mad at me for avoiding him so he told me we'll talk when he's ready." I told her. "Welp ain't nothing you can do except wait till then." Suddenly my phone went off telling me I got a text.
Notifications
Omar- Be at my house in 10

"This nigga" I said putting my phone in my back pocket and getting up. "That was him?" She asked. "Yea he said meet him in 10 so ima head out. Ima call you and fill you in after we talk." I said giving her a hug. "You better or ima whoop yo ass." She said as we both headed back downstairs. "That's how I know the dick was bomb cause yo ass ain't even hesitate to get up." She said laughing as she held the door opened while I walked to my car. I responded by flicking her off before I got in my car and drove off.

I hope Omar and I can talk this out like two mature adults. More importantly I hope he's on the same page as me with keeping everything between us. Minus Julia of course cause everybody knows secrets don't count when it comes to your best friend. I tell her everything and vice versa. I pulled up to Omar house and my heart immediately dropped to my stomach. Why am I so nervous?...

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Khrystina and Julia's characters above^^
This chapter is a little bit shorter but hope y'all enjoyed it✨
See you in the next chapter❤️