the sinfull pastor

unholy creatures

Craig's prov:

Those words stuck with me like a bullet in the brain. "unholy creatures"

The church doors open and father maxi is there asking everyone to leave and asked me to enter and i ablidged. " my child don't listen to them, they just want to scare you." "Yes father" father maxi then showed me what i needed to do on sunday. It was a speech and i was allowed to practice it in the church it was friday and i had today and tomorrow to practice.

" god loves everyone of us and if we accept him all our lives we will go to heaven. The lord is watching us and he will decide our fate on judgement day. OPEN YOUR HEARTS TO SALVATION. " father maxi interupted me by asking "what if the people ask about the unholy creature, what are you going to say." "Hmm these creatures are a test from god to see if you are loyal to him like in the story of job." Father maxi praised me by saying "that was excellent my boy thats all for today you are free to leave i am going to be in the praying in the back room." 

I nodded and left i drove to my appartment and flopped on my bed and looked at my pride flag above my bed. Yes i am gay and i haven't found the one yet. I sigh and look through some childhood photos and saw one of me and my best friend Tweek Tweak. He disappeared under unkowned circumstances back in 9th grade the whole town assumed he was dead acept me and his parents. But his body was found in tenth grade at stark pond. I was going to confess to him but now i can't tears ran down my face no-one knew how he got killed. I ended up crying myself to sleep hugging the picture. I woke up to my phone ringing it was tish. "What" "don't what me u was supposed to pick me, karen, ike, and frikle up from school." "Never agreed to pick you up from school" "just do it or i'll tell mum u still beleive that tweek loved you" "fuck you and walk home" i ended the call and decided to have a shower then i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror my eyes were red and puffy.

So i got a shower and watched some old eposodes of red racer my favorite show from when i was a kid. Memories flooded my mind one of them was me and tweek cuddeling watching red racer when he slept at mine one night because it was a thunderstorm and i am scared still to this day.