Big brother CC help (bvb fanfic)

Chapter 6⃣✂️

Arashi POV
After cc showed the pictures and I fangirled for about 15 mins and the boys joined me beside Andy and Ashley who just blushed. Cc then asked a weird question sorta "can I hear at least one of your new songs" cc said and the guys nodded. I replied with a shrugged and grabbed my song book.
"Pick one cc" I said he chose one I didn't think he would. My most recent one.
"This one and I want to hear the other two that you wrote" cc said I just nodded knowing he would hear the eventually. the first one he chose is called " stained red"

"As you cry tonight
Take a weapon to your arms
Starting to stain your arm red

As you cry tonight
Run into my scared arms
I'll hold you close
Please don't be stained red.

Your dance of sadness
In a red dress with pale skin
And tear stained face

As you cry tonight
Run into my scared arms
I'll hold you close
Please don't be stained red.

You dance through life
With little mess ups
As you have problems
Please don't be stained red

As you cry tonight
Run into my scared arms
I'll hold you close
Please don't be stained red.

Your final dance please dance into my scared arms
I hate to see you cry
I hate it more when your
Stained red

As you cry tonight
Run into my scared arms
I'll hold you close
Please don't be stained red.

Stained red oh stained red
As I fallow what I
Couldn't save" (I did write this song please don't take it even if it's crappy) the boys were shocked "I know it's really bad but that isn't what I thought was going to happen." I said

"No it was great and how soft your voice goes very well with it I must say" Andy said and Ashley quickly said " oh my god it was so sad I think I'm going to cry it Was beautiful "

"Thanks" I said
"Can we hear the other two" cc said as he hugged me I just nodded as I showed him the other two and he picked.
"My lies" I breathed and started
"Take me away
Take all these feelings away
Cursen them down

I don't wanna love
I don't wanna hate
I don't want these feelings
I don't want these feelings

Help me help me
You gave me feelings
Then you walked away
And crushed them

I don't wanna love
I don't wanna hate
I don't want these feelings
I don't want these feelings

I use to be emotionless
Then you gave me feelings
Now emotionless again
All I want to do is cry
But cant, not anymore

I don't wanna love
I don't wanna hate
I don't want these feelings
I don't want these feelings

All I am now
Is a shell
A shell of sorrow

I don't wanna love
I don't wanna hate
I don't want these feelings
I don't want these feelings

I'm so done can't you see
Just leave me alone
But please don't see,
My lies " I finished and all the guys were crying I was just so confused like why are they crying their songs are sadder to me.

"Can we hug you" jake asked I just nodded and I was in a group hug I just hugged them back " can we hear the last one " jinx asked I just look at them"if you think you can handle it" cause that wasn't my saddest song I'm in the middle of writing one of my saddest songs. they nodded their heads and I started "sweet dream"
"Oh mr.sandman do you hear my cry
Won't you sing me to sleep
Oh mr.sandman take me from this nightmare
That is reality
Please put me into a sweet dream.

This nightmare makes me cry
This dream makes me laugh
When I wake I cry from the lost
Something hold me
I can not get comfort
In this nightmare

Oh mr.sandman do you hear my cry
Won't you sing me to sleep
Oh mr.sandman take me from this nightmare
That is reality
Please put me into a sweet dream

Do I have to bleed
To get my sweet dream
How much do I have to
Spill
For my sweet dream
How many
For my sweet dream

Oh mr.sandman do you hear my cry
Won't you sing me to sleep
Oh mr.sandman take me from this nightmare
That is reality
Please put me into a sweet dream

Bleed for my sweet dream" I finished out of breath. the guys just hugged me and cc put me in his bed and said he would be back In a few, it didn't matter I feel asleep from all the emotions I don't won't but is that true I don't know.

CC POV
"Guys we should have her sing in our new album" I said the guys nodded

"Let's all sleep in the living room and grab Arashi so we can comfort each other in our sleep." Andy said everyone grabbed a blanket and I grabbed my sleeping dark angel and we all fell asleep on each other.

A/n next chapter is going to be a plot twist and I'm going to have the third album in the making wink wink not meaning to steal anyone Idea if I do tell me if I do and please don't steal my songs much love my wolves.