Behind closed doors

Chapter 21

I woke up hoping it was all just a bad dream, but looked over to see no Harry by my side. I sighed and got up and walked to the bathroom, I had 3 hours before I have to go to that damn meeting, I looked in the mirror and saw my face was red and puffy from crying myself to sleep, I had some stubble on my cheeks. I didn't feel like taking a shower so I just walked back to my room after brushing my teeth. I slid on a pair of jeans and pulled a blue shirt over my head and black keds

~at the meeting~

I walked in the room Harry was in there already I smiled nervously at him, I sat down by him

"Are you okay?" I whispered to Harry, his eyes where puffy and had dark circles under them

"I'm okay." he gave me a sympathetic smile

"I love you." I smiled at him with us still whispering
"Love you too louis." he said with sadness in his voice

Eleanor walked in and sat down in front of me with her dad sitting next to her, he works in modest

Our managers walked out of a room and sat down

"So boys I think you guys can all guess why your here." jack our main manager said his coworkers laughed "so yesterday I got a very bad report when someone had gone to your flat to give you tickets, I said it was fine with you guys still living together but you weren't able to have contact out side of the house and I see that you got tattoos, was this together?" He questioned Harry and I.

"No" Harry rushed, I looked over at him confused why he would lie

"Ok good, but you do realize that you can't talk or have any contact with each other now people are noticing more modest is getting emails like crazy from angry fans saying that "modest is homophobic" "modest is against gays" and the one we get the most is "fuck modest" boys this is getting out of control, you do realize that if people find out we will drop you as our clients, witch means no more one direction. Sorry to say but some peoples religions don't agree with this." jack says moving both his hand side to side talking about us.

"THIS IS FUCKED" Harry screamed tears in his eyes

"Harry please sit down babe." I said trying to calm him down

"NO I LOVE YOU AND IM NOT GOING TO LET THEM FUCK US OVER" he said kissing me hot tears fall from his eyes to my cheeks Because he was hovering over me

"Harry I love you too but please just sit down and we can talk this out and not try to make it worse." I said after I pulled away from the kiss, he did as I said and sat down holding my hand

"You can't be seen anymore together you are now never going to sit next to each other in interviews and talk shows or on stage, you too can't touch each other or talk I'm sorry." jack said "you and Eleanor will be hanging out more and going on more dates ok." Louis nodded, Harry pulled his hand out of my hand, so I just placed mine on his knee giving him a reinsuring squeeze

"Ok boys lets go." we walked out the back door but there was still fans out there Harry whipped his tears off his face and one of our body guards gave him some sun glasses Eleanor left with her real boyfriend and I went up to some fans

"Louis can we take a selfie." some girl said
"Sure sweet heart." I smiled and took a picture with her, i signed some things and asked one of our drivers to take me home, I got in the car and layed down

"So why didn't Harry come with you this time." my driver asked

"Because we aren't able to hang out anymore." I said my voice breaking at the last word I cleared my throat trying not to cry

"I'm sorry about it man thing are tuff with a job that everyone except you to be this perfect kid who dates girls and is straight, man it's hard." he said give me a sympathetic smile looking through the mirror

"Thanks." I said getting out of the car and walking up to MY flat now, I opened the door and slid down it and cried into my knees I walked to my room and took a sleeping pill so I could get some rest and fell asleep.

A/N

Guys thanks for reading the next few chapter will be in Harry's pov so yeah