Behind closed doors

Chapter 12

Harrys pov

I got home from nialls the note on the door was gone so I figured Louis had come home I walked in and the TV was off and so where all tthe lights I figured louis had gone to ssleep but I was wrong I heard Louis crying.

Its 5am why is he up the only reason I'm home so late is because niall was having a party for his girlfriends cousin Morgan she turned 19 today.

But why is louis and more importantly why is he crying

I opened his door he was I'm front of his mirror with a knife in his hand with blood dripping from his wrist

"LOUIS WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I screamed grabbing his hand and taking the knife from his hand. Hot tears where falling from my face

He just cried more I pulled him in to my chest he cried "what's wrong with me why am I not good enough for you."

"what are you talking about your way better then me. your cute your funny and just plain old all around-the-clock fun guy to be with and I would give you every second if I could." I said crying

He hugged me tighter, I picked him up bridal style and carried him to the bathroom to get his arm fixed

"Your not going to be one of those friends who tell me that I should stop and blah blah blah." louis asked me

"Why would I tell you to stop when I know its not that easy." I said pulling up my shirt showing my stomach and cuts on my arms

He just gave me a sympathetic smile

You could tell he had lost a lot of blood he was pasty white i hurried up and wrapped his arm and gave him some food to help him back to normal

After that I carried him to my bed so I can watch him and make sure he was ok for the rest of the night

We laid in my bed all cuddled up I pulled Louis close to my chest

"Harry can I ask you something?" louis said

"Yeah sure what is it Lou." I said

"Do you love me?" he said puzzled

"Of course I do Lou you have no idea how hard I have tried to hide this from you but now that I know that you like me the same way I am able to express it, and I am able to be myself, I'm able to be myself around you, I'm able to love you to care for you do all the things that you know Eleanor can't, because I really do love you, I love you for who you are for the Louis that I know, yeah sometimes we all have that day when we just don't care anymore and I want to be there for you when you will have that day, so I can show you that I do care about you, and that Eleanor's not the right person for you to be with, she doesn't treat you right, she doesn't treat you like you should be, treat you like you deserve to be treated, and I want you to know that I can treat you like that, I know you have to date her but she doesn't love you like I do." I said out of breath

Louis leaned up and kissed my cheek laid back down

"I love you too Harry." he said falling asleep

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