𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 • 𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙙𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙣 •

16.

the two of us woke up the next morning, me first and waited for ethan to wake up as he needed as much sleep as he could get.

i decided to stay home with ethan for the day, skip school and let him rest and clear his mind, maybe even give him time to sober up. i know my parents wouldn't like it for me to skip school, but it's for ethan. he needs the comfort. he needs somebody there for him while he's breaking apart watching his father die slowly from cancer. it's a terrible thing to witness, trust me, i know. i lost my uncle to cancer a few months back and he was one of the closest family members i had. he was basically my second father if that's even possible, but i miss him every day.

i went down stairs, seeing my mom in the kitchen with the boys. i asked her to step aside from making them breakfast so i could talk to her for a few minutes and explain what was going on.

"hey mom, i uh. i'm gonna take the day off school, i'm fine but i really just need to be there for ethan. he probably doesn't want me to tell you but his dads got cancer and it's breaking him apart. he really needs me right now so i hope you understand. i've been in his position and i know how he feels after losing uncle josh" i said,looking down to my fingers as my heart ached, knowing it was her brother and it still hurts to talk about how he's gone when it was only a few months ago that we saw him.

"no baby that's totally fine. all i ask is if you could pick the boys up from school this afternoon? your dad and i have plans and can't make it hone in time but we'll be back by dinner, okay?" she smiled

"yeah of course, thank you mom" i smiled as she pulled me into a hug.

"tell him i'm always here for him, i love that boy, he's perfect for you baby" she smiled, pulling away from the hug.

"yeah, i will" i smiled, walking back upstairs to see him awake and sitting against the headboard of my bed, on his phone.

his eyes were red and puffy from crying the night before, his hair all messy from his sleep and his lips swollen.

"hi bubba, how are you feeling?" i asked, a weak smile on my face as he looked at me.

"i'm feeling a lot better" he said as i handed him a glass of water and advil i got from downstairs.

i lay next to him, him laying his head on my stomach as he sniffles, checking his phone as the other hand softly rubbed my thigh, gripping it now and then.

we sat in a comforting silence, loving being in each toe her company, jumping slightly as we heard a knock on my door, mom peaking her head in.

"hey guys, i'm leaving with the boys, but have a good day, i love you both" she smiled

"love you too momma, thankyou" i whispered the last part as she walked out, a while later hearing he car pull out of the garage and drive down the street.

"we're aloneee" he smirked, leaning his head up as he looked at me

"why was i waiting for you to say something like that" i laughed

"pweaseee? i got a problem you could fix?" he sighed

"what, are you horny baby?" i stifled a laugh as i smiled at him, him softly nodding his head

"whatever"he grunted as i got up, walking to the bathroom

i closed the door, peaking out as i watched him pout like a little child, and knowing how he was feeling i decided to do something about it, just to fuck with him a lil.

i walked out quickly, grabbing some clothes from my dresser including some of his favourite lingerie he spotted a time he was over, taking it to the bathroom to change.

i put it on, walking out in only the laced red bra and panties, him looking up from his phone immediately, his eyes widened and jaw dropped

"woah-" he said, clearing his throat and shifting where he lay.

"have you seen my hoodie? you know that one?" i asked, purposely teasing him as i bent over infront of his view, pretending to search for something.

his throat cleared again, i turned to face him with a smirk on my face, him biting his lip.

"oh well, don't worry about it never mind" i shrugged, walking back to the bathroom, only to be pinned up against the wall by ethan, my breath hitching as it wasn't what i was expecting.

"fuck baby don't even play with me" he groaned, his lips pressed against mine roughly but passionately, his arms snaking around my waist, simply lifting me up, my legs wrapping around his waist as he walked over to my bed away from the wall, softly placing me down, hovering over me with a smirk on his face.

"remember when you said no sex?" he chuckled, kissing down my neck, my hands running through his soft dark curls.

"that was when we weren't actually dating. mmmh" i let out a quiet moan only to make ethan ten times more hornier, as he looked at me with lustful yet loving eyes, a smirk still placed on his lips.

"fuck you're beautiful babygirl" he moaned before going down on me.