Jar Of Hearts

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Y/n recieve a news earlier... It's already 5 days since they broke up. Y/n was running on there neighborhood just to come and arrive at his ex boyfriend's house.

When he arrive there he saw Namjoon's dead body being carried by the medics. Her tears fall down to her cheeks as she saw him almost life less... He tried to kill his self... The mark of the rope was in his neck.

She run towards them "I-I'm his girlfriend please let me go with him" she said while her tears were falling. The medics nodded and let her in inside the ambulance. All the way to the hospital she cannot stop crying.

It didn't took some time when they already arrive and putted Namjoon's body on the
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'no... Its all my fault. Why didn't I know that he wanted to kill his self? It's all my fault. Namjoon please be okay. Please wake up, please don't leave me. I can't bare my life without you. Please..'

Y/n was a crying mess until the doctors already got out with a sad face. Y/n's heart almost bursted as she walk towards them. "I-is he okay?" she said pleading them to answer her some question.

The doctor let out a sigh. "I'm sorry, we tried our best to save him" the doctors paused. Y/n want to shout right now she don't want to hear what there gonna say. She's to scared to hear it. "His dead... I'm sorry for your loss" the doctor said and bowed infront of her.

Y/n fell down on her knees as she started crying so loud. She entered the room where Namjoon was... When she was there she instantly hug his dead body whe crying.

'How dare you leave me! You hurted me two times Namjoon! Why did you have to end you life just like this! How can you leave me alone! Your the only one I have but what did you do? You also leave me... H-how can I continue my life without you anymore? I can't live without you Namjoon... '

An hour later... Y/n got back into Namjoon's house. When she suddenly saw a Pink paper on his bed. Her tears suddenly fall as she got it and opened it. She bursted to tears more when she already read it.

Dear, my love Seo Y/n

I'm so sorry to hurt you, babe... I know I'm such an idiot to tell you that I'm cheating on you. Y/n trust me I didn't cheat on you, I just made a show for you to hate me. And luckily you did... You hate me now and that's what I want but it hurts me so much you know. I don't want to let you go, your the most precious girl that I knew. Your way to perfect for me. Babe, I know I'm probably dead while your reading this right now. I'm sorry to leave you, I just can't live in this world anymore. Yes, I'm depressed Y/n, people keeps pressuring me. And I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry... I don't know if sorry is enough. I also hurt you so bad Y/n.. How can you ever forgive me hmm? Please don't cry and just live your life the way it used to be without me. Go on your dreams... You always told me that you wanted to be a musician... You can continue it, I promise to watch you... I wanted to be in the heaven, buy suicide is a sin so... I guess I will be not coming there. I know your crying right now, your wetting the paper. Stop crying will you? You know it always hurt me to see you crying. Don't blame your self for my death since I'm the one who ended my life and not you... Y/n I love you so much... Forever until my last breath.. And now it's my last breath.. I love you until my death... And it's now... I love you so much Seo Y/n...

From, your beloved handsome Kim Namjoonie.

She broke down into tears... She can't stop crying "KIM NAMJOON! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME!" she shouted on his empty rooms. She's so hurt... She can't bare living without him her life is not perfect without him.

And without a word she stood up, she look at the rope in Namjoon's rope. She grab it and got a chair so she could reach it, putting her neck there... And tightened the grip she push away the chair. Her tears started falling as she hold the rope, her feet were above the floor.

'I also want to be with you Namjoon... I want to be where you are right now..'

She was running out of breath... Until the last words came out of her mouth "I love you Kim Namjoon, see you soon" her eyes closed... And her lifeless dead body was hanging on his boyfriends room. Where he also ended up his life to.