to be or not to be (Pretty girlxPretty boy)

First Case

Your PoV ALSO TW: DRUG USE

Once we got to Kansas City where the case was we all parted ways. Me and Reid went to the police station to set the board up. I had one of my headphones in listening to '505' by Arctic Monkeys and humming the lyrics while putting up pictures of the two victims. I turned around to get my notebook,but instead came face to face with Spencer. Our faces were inches away and we were both blushing making my breath hitch.

We pulled our eyes away from each others by Emily clearing her throat followed by Derek snickering behind her. I grabbed my notebook and bag and went to the bathroom. I locked myself in a stall and pulled out my vial of Diluadid and a syringe. I rolled up my sleeve and inserted the syringe in my arm. My head rolled back and a tear escaped my eyes.

Spencer's PoV 

"Nice going you two you scared her away" I said after Y/n left I was kind of hurt that she ran out like that. "You should've kissed her Reid you both seem to like each other." Derek said causing me to blush "She probably doesn't like me." He rolled his eyes and sighed "The whole team know she likes you Spencer, we're profilers its what we do."

I saw Y/N was coming back and motioned for Derek to shut up. I noticed Y/n rolling one of her sleeves back down and wiping her eyes but didn't question her in front of everyone so I thought I'd ask later. I was brought out of my thoughts by the rest of the team walking in and Hotch calling Garcia. "Speak and be heard mighty warrior." She said as she answered causing Y/n to giggle. Hotch spoke "Check into the first victim's father,Mr. O'Connel, something seems off about him he didn't look upset about his daughter's death." "Will do sir Garci out." With that she hung up. "I'm glad you brought that up sir I was looking at the pictures and Jamie Smith, the second victim, she had ligature marks on her neck, but Kathryn did not." Y/n spoke up. I don't know how I missed that. "So a team." Prentiss stated and Y/n nodded. 

Time Skip because I suck at writing the tracking and capturing part this is two days later in your pov

We had finally found and arrested the unsubs turns out it was the first victims fiance and dad they were killing surrogates for Mr. O'Connel's wife. "Who wants to celebrate y/l/n's first case." The whole team cheered as we got into the SUVs and we drove off to the bar.

Once we got the bar we all took shots even Spencer surprisingly. I planned on getting plastered tonight and that's what I did only thing bad about that was I'm a flirty drunk. I walked up to Spencer and tapped him on the shoulder and he turned around and I stared into his eyes "Hey pretty boy." I finally broke the silence causing him to blush at the name. I smiled "Hey." He replied I was glancing from his eyes to his lips as he smiled and did the same. The next thing I knew we were both leaning in until the gap was closed and we were having a heated make out session in the corner so no one from the team saw us.

We pulled away for air and smiled at each other. We were both panting and sweating I was blushing hard ans so was he. I noticed he was reaching for my arm with all the needle marks which caused me to tense, but I didn't stop him. He slowly rolled up my sleeves stopping at the marks and frowning. I thought he was going to question me or tell Hotch, but he didn't instead he kissed up and down my arm. I blushed a darker red as he looked up at me "I've been where you are and I know it feels like its working, but it's not worth it trust me." I sighed "I know, but every time I try to stop I do great for about a month and then something goes wrong and I go back." He kissed my forehead "Not anymore I'm here to help. Like this weekend we can watch a movie." I smiled "Its a date." He blushed "You wanna go back to the hotel?" Spencer asked and I nodded s we walked out and he drove us home.

Time skip to the hotel room you share with Spencer

We walked in and I sat on the bed and Spencer sat next to me "A-Are you sober?" He asked me and I just nodded and he smiled and placed his lips on mine and kissed me passionately and I kissed back. I pulled away "I umm should go shower I smell like alcohol." I stood up and ran into the bathroom and turned on the water and hopped in and slid down the wall and sighed. Please don't let him hurt me I really like him and I want us to work I thought. I hopped out of the shower and realized I forgot my bag and groaned. I poked my head out of the door "Hey Spence can you bring me my bag?" I yelled "Yea." He replied and handed me my bag. I took it and shut the door and changed into an over sized shirt and sweatpants and walked out to a shirtless Spencer.

I blushed and laid down and smiled. Spencer laid next to me since we only had one bed and pulled me closer. I played in his hair until we fell asleep next to each other.