Immortal Games

Rotation of My World

There are two kind of People.

Heliocentric and Geocentric

Professor James once said that most of people are Geocentric. They think that the world revolves to them.

"My Life, My choice." This is one of the line you will often heard to Geocentric people. Most of Geocentric people, do not know that they are Geocentric. You will recognize them once they say "Do you know who I am? Or Don't you know what I do?" So on and so forth.

The other one is Heliocentric. They think they are just a part of the world. Like, "Whether I am alive or not it does not matter to the word." Which you will often heard to them.

Am I Heliocentric or Geocentric?

Socrates said, "Know Thyself."

I've been wondering of who I really am.

Like the real me, not me in here.

Have you ever wonder when you are a child about your self? Youe surrounding and how life exist?

When I was 6 I often ask my Brother, he is two years older than me.

Is there God, brother?

Is everything here are real or just my imagination, if not maybe dream?

Where is me? Am I really here? Where is my mind? Is it in head? In my brain to be exact?

I often talk to myself than to others.

I am talkative to be honest but I talk to myself more than anyone else.

When I was young on my earliest memory. How should I explain this? When I was 6 I was running and then I stop.

I ask to myself why am I running? I looked at my back and then I see that no one is following me. Then I ask, "Where I came from?"

I keep on pondering but I can't remember so I tried to think on whom I can ask this question then suddenly I remember someone. I remember my mother but where is my mother? Then I remember a place.

I went there it's actually few 30 steps or so because I'm 6 that time and tiny little boy.

When I came I see my grandmother's house and inside is my mother.

It's actually an eatery and I went inside. I look around and see my mother.

For some reason I want to hug my mother and kiss her.

So I did it but why?

Then I asked my mother, "Mama where am I and where I came from?" My mother looked at me and she was puzzled with my question.

My mother just said to me you're running outside and playing with your friends.

But I remember no one but my Mother.

Then suddenly three boys came.

I remember these guys

My brother and my two male cousins.

But why I recognized them?

Earlier I did not know anything about myself.

Why am I saying this? I don't know.

Ever since the world change I often asked these questions.

Most of people failed to recognized themselves.

The world change and so they are.

I often heard these words, "Is that really you? And so this is your true color." And other words a like to this.