I've just realised
There's this tiny knot of anger inside me
It travels
From to my stomach to
My throat to
My chest
Making me sick
Choking me
Cutting off my breath
It fluctuates
Not so strong one day
Pulsing and and clogging the next
Some days I forget it's there
And wonder what's wrong with me
But not today
Today I can barely speak
Barely eat
Barely breathe
For fear of puking out my insides
There's this tiny knot of anger inside me
And it never goes away
