Being famous (TikTok)

Pain

My brother Hector then came walking behind from my mum
My eyesight was really blurry so I couldn't really tell
Hector - Chantel please get down from there. I don't want anything to happen to you
Chantel - Why is mum here
I screamed in his face
Chantel - YOU KNOW THE THINGS THEY HAVE DONE TO ME
he tried to grab my hand but I pulled away from his grip.
Chantel - Get off of me
Mum - I know i have dove terrible things to you in the past, I am so so sorry I kicked you out you had nowhere to go and I hurt you physically and mentally. I will never forgive myself for what I did to you
Chantel - Why are you coming back into my life now. I had nowhere to go, you fucking abused me when you had nothing else to take your anger out on. I'm not your little toy that you take your anger out on. You don't even know that I moved to London with my BOYFRIEND, or that I'm fucking pregnant, i can deal with this shit by myself I don't need you, I have my family and all I know is that it's not you  all this pain that I have been feeling I fucking hate it, I came here so I could end it all and you came turning up making it worse. You can't help me. None of you can.

Mum - We can help you. Accept me please. I want a clean fresh start both of us. I will never forgive myself for what I did to you. But please please let me in

Hector - I love you, my little sister isn't like this. And your little baby growing inside you right now needs you to man the fuck up and be the Chantel that has all this confidence. So please. Please come down
I started to loose my balance and felt myself loosing control over my balance
Chantel - HECTOR
Hector quickly ran up to me and grabbed me before I fell
Hector - Don't do that. Shit
Chantel - I missed you
Hector - Same. I missed you more
He then got down holding me and put me down on the floor, helping me regain my balance
My mum came up to me about to hug me but I quickly jumped back and flinched
Chantel - W-wow
Hector - Mum give her time. She can't forgive you that easily
Mum - I err I understand
We all go back home to my original house and forgot how big it was. I slowly changed out of my clothes and put on a large oversized with my underwear. I slowly got into my bed which was warm because I put the heater on under the bed I then covered myself up and started crying myself to sleep

I started to rub in my belly
Chantel - What are we going to do angel. I nearly took both of our lives today what fucked up crack was I on.
I then fell asleep a few hours passed and it was now early hours in the morning. I felt a dip in my bed and I quickly turned around scared, I then saw a face like Dominic's.
Dominic - Whats wrong baby speak to me
Chantel - I nearly took my life today...
Dominic - What the fuck
Chantel - The pain I've been feeling I just wanted to end it all then and there, but I couldn't
Dominic - Baby what stopped you, why didn't you tell me how you were feeling
Chantel - I stopped because I just stopped (the baby)
Dominic - If you don't want to tell me things about you why are we even together
Chantel - Dommy baby please it's not like that
Dominic - Then what is it like Chantel huh? WHAT THE FUCK IS IT LIKE!
Chantel - Don't fucking speak to me like that
Dominic - I'm leaving, going to sway I can't deal with this shit right now
Chantel - Fine

Dominic left and slammed my door triggering me to cry again making my eyes go super puffy I eventually fell asleep.
I woke up in the morning,showered got ready and went to the hospital. I got to the hospital and they gave me a blood test and ran a few tests to see if I was pregnant, which I was and they booked me in for the ultrasound. I then called the girls and told them what happened with Dominic
Avani - Yeah we saw him come home really late last night.
Addi - He was crying but he was also mad pissed
Charli - Baby you need to speak to him
Chantel - I will. I'm coming over to sway now, the boys know that I'm pregnant right?
Dixie - Yeah they know
Chantel - Okay cool

I jumped in my car and went to the sway house. 10 minutes later I parked outside and walked in saying hi to all the boys walking past Dominic's room into the girls room
Chantel - Guys where's Dominic?
Avani - He hasn't left his room since yesterday night
Dixie - He hasn't even come out to get food or anything
Chantel - Shit shit this isn't good. He doesn't even know I'm pregnant
Addi - WHAT I thought you told him yesterday
Chantel - I'm going to him now
Before any of the girls could say anything else I ran to Dominic's room. I could hear him crying by the door
Chantel - Dommy baby let me in
Dominic - I-I can't
Chantel - Why Dom
Dominic - I don't want you to see me like this
Chantel - Open up to me please, we both need each other right now
Dominic - You don't need me
Chantel - I do. We both do

Dominic's PoV
What does she mean by we?
Dominic - W-we??
Chantel - I'm pregnant Dom. That's why I um
Dominic - didn't do it
Chantel - I know we are both young but I have an appointment tomorrow and I want you to be there

Chantel slipped the card with the details of the appointment. Tears rolled down my eyes as I started to think about me having a fucking child. I'm not, I'm not ready

Chantel - I-I um making the decision about aborting the child or keeping it tomorrow, i hope I see you there Dommy. I love you

I then heard her footsteps wonder off into the distance
Dominic - I love you too
I picked up the card and started to read the card.

Chantel's PoV
I walked back to the girls room with my red puffy eyes
Charli ran up to me
Charli - Hey hey baby it's okay. Give him time. It's all a lot to take in
Addi - Charli will go to the hospital with you tomorrow and the rest of us will meet you after, we will get you some new stuff for the room
Chantel - Thank you guys so much. This means so much guys
Avani - We love you
Dixie - And we are going to support you through this 
Charli - guys lets all go downstairs and watch a movie with the boys
Chantel - without Dom 😔
Addi - The Boys are all downstairs. They will comfort you it's gonna be all fine
Chantel - Yeah you're right. Let's go
We all walked downstairs and I saw Bryce and Noah with their arms wide open.
Bryce - Cmon mommy chan give me a hug
I giggled and ran over to both of them
Noah - It's going to be alright angel (nickname)
Chantel - Dominic hates me I guess, he didn't even want to see me, I'm so stupid
Griffin walked up to me and heard me say that
Griffin - He doesn't hate you, tbh if I got Dixie pregnant I would shut everyone out
Bryce - He needs time, you guys didn't even prepare for this
Chantel - Yeah I guess so, my appointments tomorrow and I need him there. This is our future both of us
Anthony - trust me I know Dom he will be there tomorrow
I just put on a weak smile. The rest of the boys walked off and Anthony stayed behind with me.
Anthony - What time is your appointment tomorrow?
Chantel - 10 am, why?
Anthony - I'm coming with you, we will go get breakfast in the morning then we can go
Chantel - I thought you had a breakfast date with Avani tomorrow
Anthony - She doesn't want you to be alone and I wanna go with my bestie. My old bestie. My crazy ass school bestie 😝
Chantel - Aww Anthony, I'm fine you and Avani should have your date, both of you haven't even been together most of the time
Anthony - I'm coming with you and that's final
Chantel - okay okayy
I giggled and ran to my favourite couch
Addi - SO WHAT WE WATCHING
Josh - You just had to shout 🤣
Charli - Ooooh can we watch the little mermaid pleaseee
Jaden - Charli
Noah - We have watched that for like
Jaden - 10 times in the past 2 days
Charli - but, b-but

addison - Shut up we are watching the little mermaid 

bryce - fine whatever, only for my baby 

The movie was fun, i was spending quality time with everyone and they were all discussing names for the baby, halfway through bryce, noah and anthony were shouting at who was going to be the godfather of the child, whilst charli was singing along to the little mermaid... it was so chaotic

the next day i woke up really early, changed into one of dominic's tracksuits that was lingering with his scent i also put my hair in a nice messy bun, i walked down to the hall to see dominics room i lightly knocked on the door and stood there 

chantel - If you come today, I'm choosing wether to keep the baby and i want her/his baby father to be there 

i left my hand on the door for about two minutes waiting for a respond but i didn't. I then walked away downstairs to make myself a  smoothie and i saw the one and only anthony making me pancakes.