A killer's love||M.YG|| [competed]

36: please wake up

The next pair of chapters don't know how many yet but the next chapters will be Yoongi's POV.. how he's dealing with life..

"Okay mr. Yoongi.. you're okay now, but you ought to take it slow.. don't stress or anything.. understood?" I nodded and stood up. I felt so dizzy but stood up anyways. Then I remembered it again.

"Where the girls room?!" "Mr, we can't say that" "you said I could see her! Say it or it'll be worse for yourself!" I threatened. Her eyes went wide. "Mr, please take it easy.." "no!" I didn't say anything else, I just ran out of the room. I then saw Jungkook and Taehyung. Taehyung had bandages on his right arm. I looked around and saw Y/n in a room.. but there were a lot in the room with her.

I ran in the room. "Move!" I said. "Hey hey hey" "I said move! Get out!" They looked offended but I didn't care. They then walked out. I looked at Y/n. "Y/n?!" I shook her. "Y/N!" I started shaking as well. "Y/n please!" I closed my eyes and laid my head in her hand. "Y/n, please wake up.." I said low. "Please.."

"Mr.. there's a risk that she won't wake up.." I looked at them. "N-no! She will wake up" "Y/n wake up!" Then Jungkook came into the room. "I think it's best if we leave. "N-no!"

"Y-y/n, please wake up.. don't let go.. stay with me.. I'm so sorry for everything I've done... I'm so's sorry just please..." a tear escaped my eye. "Please.." I said low. "I-I... I l-love you" I bit my bottom lip. I could see Jungkook's eyes went wide. He then whispered something in the nurse's ear. The nurse then walked out and Jungkook did as well. Now it's just em and Y/n.

"Y/n.." I kept trying. "Don't give up.." I looked at the thing that showed her heart beats.. suddenly the line went straight.. tears were now flowing down my cheeks. "Y/N!!! NO! Stay with me!" I shook her again. "HELP!" Then someone rushed into the room. Jungkook dragged me out of the room. The nurse's closed and locked the door. "N-no! I-I need to-" "Yoongi.. it's over.. we can't do anything.." I looked at him in disbelief. "N-no it's not.." I leaned against the door.

"That's what you want to it to be.." Tae then came to me and placed his left arm around my shoulder. He didn't say anything.. he was also crying.. and Jungkook was crying too. "I'm sorry.."

"It's not true.. it can't be.. it's all my fault" "don't think like that. It's not" Tae said. "But it is.. if I didn't kidnap her at the very beginning then she wouldn't have gone through all this.." I swallowed hard. "It's my fault she died.." "no it isn't" "if I just watched her.." "stop thinking like that.." I looked down and walked away.

I walked to a chair and sat down. I then noticed the person next to me was Hoseok.. he was also crying. I looked at him. "I'm sorry about Y/n.." he said. I nodded. "Me too.." he looked down. "I am such a fool.. I used to bully her.. I used to beat her up.. I hated her" I looked at him again. "I know" he nodded.

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I sat there for what felt like infinite and rejected to talk with anyone.. some people tried to come in contact with me but I refused to look at them nor talk to them. The most of the others were heading home while some of them still were on the hospital.

Suddenly someone came out of the room. He closed the door behind him again. He didn't look happy at all.. I stood up and looked at him. He just shook his head. "She didn't make it" and that.. that was what made my world break down once again.. my first real love.. just died.. and it's all my fault.

I just fell to my knees and started crying in my hands. "No... Y/n.." I shut my eyes close. "I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.." I looked up at the nurse. He sighed. "Can I-I at least see h-her one... one last time?" I said between my sobs.. "I'm sorry but we can't let that happen.." I can't even see her one last time.. see her beauty.. I only have the last words she said to me in my head.. "I'm afraid" and I even promised her she wouldn't get hurt.. I fucking promised her.. these two words kept spinning in my head.. I really do loved her... I still do.. she will always have a special place in my heart..

I stood up and removed my tears. "Thank you for trying.." I bowed and walked out.. walking out with nothing.. I am nothing anymore..

I drove back while silently crying. I don't even have a picture of her.. I'm afraid that I will forget how she looks.. maybe Jimin can find some..

I parked the van and went inside and directly to my room to pack my stuff. I looked at the couch where Jimin, Jungkook and Taehyung sat. Jungkook and Taehyung stood up. I shook my head and walked into the room.

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I finished and walked out again. "Hey.. we're sorry about... Y/n.." I didn't even look at them. "It's too late to be sorry.." I walked past them and out. "Where you going?" "Home."

So it happened.. Y/n died.. I guess this is the end- wait wait wait.. we'll see how Yoongi is doing afterwards.. the book is not down yet.. lol, I cried a lot while making this..