Bakudeku oneshots💕

Remincing angst)

Bakugo pov

Ever since the first time we met
I knew you you was different. As kids we always
use to hang out,I remember one time you couldn't climb a tree so I had to help you.You always use to cry over the little things,saying stuff like "kacchan I can't do this" or "it's too hard" but I used to help you regardless because I thought you were stronger than anybody, I ever encountered until I got my quirk.

I had done so much to you I regret each day that I bullied you, I only did it because I was jealous
You still had the kindest heart to be a hero even if you didn't have a quirk.But back then I was to caught up in my pride to notice,but you still stuck by me which is something I don't deserve.

Moving on to middle school you wanted to prove to me and your self that you can be a hero.So you started studying on people quirk identifying each and every weaknesses and strength.But one day I ruined that by throwing your journal outside and told you to kill your self. I regretted saying that because you really could of,but thank goodness you didn't instead later that day.

I got attack by a sludge villain and you tryed to save me before allmight showed up which I'm grateful for and would never forget.

After a couple months we both signed up for UA and we both got accepted.I'm glad we did because if it wasn't for that we wouldn't have been we're we are now.

After we got in UA we started talking more,At first
It wasn't easy because during this time I was still being a bitch and bullying you.First semester we was paired against each other you end up winning because I was to consume by my hatred jealousy, but Deep down inside I was sad And held regret, and  I couldn't come to terms with my true feelings.

Time skip until the sport festival by this time things between me and you still wasn't the best but it was getting better slowly.Especially when you helped the half and half bastard used his fire,that shows how much you care for your comrades even though I was jealous as fuck.Finally were moving until when I got kidnapped this was a major event for our relationship,because I didn't expect to get kidnapped from the league of villains.They only wanted me because they thought I be useful to the team but to bad I didn't agree.

But you showed up to help me even though I told you not too~

Day and days continued after that kidnapping we had a serious talk about were our relationship stand ,and That revolve In a fight.He ended up losing after that fight.The fight did teach us a lot of how we need each other and Need to put our differences a side.From that day on our relationship has been getting better.

You can say a major character development but I still haven't told him apologize for bullying him or Telling him my motive for it.

I started to grow more feelings for him each day I love his voice,his beautiful eyes, his soft hair ,his everything. Eventually I realize I didn't just like him I actually loved him so one day I ask him out and Thankfully he said yes.

We then spent the whole day together going places and enjoying each other company.The last place we went together was the beach when we got there we started to talk, and the conversation grew deeper and deeper. I then told him how I felt and to my suprise he felt the same. I also started to apologize for everything I put him through. I almost broke down but I didn't but he lifted my head up and told me I "forgive you" I was so happy to here those words especially from him.

That moment on..

we became a couple I was starting to feel happiness more when I'm around him we shared everything, our first kiss our first time our first everything.
a couple months later we did gratitude UA together
Life was going good for us we grew up got a house together but then something happened...

He started to get sick the first week,we didn't think much of it but then it gotten worse to the point when we needed to take him to the hospital. I would always visit there everyday.It made me sad because they didn't know what he had but I continued to show happieness for his sake and mine.Months and months he was getting slowly better with the medicine they treated him,I was finally starting to see hope until...

One day I went to check on him,but the doctors said he was6 responsive so they were trying everything in there power to help him.At this point I was sad angry every fucking to emotion came out of me.
I wanted to go in and see him but they didn't let me.

So I sat in the waiting room until the doctor came out.... When he did he said he didn't make it...
At that moment I didn't know what to feel i started pushing pass people with the doctor behind me telling me to not go but it was too late.

I barged in the room to see him laying there helplessly I started to cry harder and harder falling down to my knees.I was lost confused any angry or sad emotion I had deep in me showed out more and more,at . The doctor then let me stay for a little bit before telling me to leave.And a month after your parents give you a funeral.Every one that cared about him showed up which was a lot of people.

I wasn't the same after that people did check up on me.But it wasn't the same without him I was lost feeling empty. Slowly I was falling into depression.

everything was just going bad for me.

But my friends care enough to visit. They told me how he would want me happy enjoying life not here being sad and depressed but I can't say they were wrong.After the conversation I devoted myself to live for him so I started to work my way up to the number one hero.My depression was getting better my view on life was getting better because I chose to live for him.

But even having all those things I felt alone but unfortunately my unlucky ass got in a major incident.Yesterday I was driving back home until my car started acting up which drove me off a cliff.

And here I am now lying on my hostipal bed getting ready to die.My life was shiity anysways after he left,but it's still sad that I have to die here alone but at least I can finally be with you again Izuku
midoriya....

Doctor: were losing him!

Mom: katuski!!

~Beeeeeeeeeeeep

A/n

Ok this oneshot is very important because it something that relate to in the main story I'm
writing the story is called memories of sorrow you should check it out.

But anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter until next time peeps I'm out:)