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Hanahaki (angst)

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~The first time we met I knew something was gonna happen.But I never expected this to happen,
I was shocked at first when the symptoms started to show.I wasn't sure what I was going through or why it happened.But I do know it had something to Do with you,because every time you was around the symptoms start to appear.At first it was just a simple rose pedal that reflected you.The color was almost like a orange blossom.So that same day after school I looked up what was causing this.And come to realize I had Hanahaki.

I started to cry at first because I realized that I would never get a chance with you.A couple days after it started to get worse.Blood would appear and my coughing would get worse every time you showed up.At this time we wasn't on the best terms besides you was dating Kirishima.I was jealous and sad ever time I saw y'all together.But I couldn't bring myself to tell you,I didn't wanna ruin the relationship y'all had.Beside You seemed very happy Everytime you was around him vs the time you was with me.

So months after later,i had to be around you carrying this disease.Some days were harder than others but I still tried my best to hide it.The teachers would occasionally ask me if everything was ok but I used to lie my way out.

My friends started to notice to but of course I told them everything was fine.But one peculiar day I found out that you and Kirishima broke up.This may sound bad but in my condition I was relived.I couldn't stand to see the one I love with someone else.You started talking to me more after the break up.And the symptoms started to get better as time went on.

As much as I love life at that moment I still couldn't bring myself to tell you.One afternoon my mom had found out about the disease and took me to the doctor. The doctor then explain I have two options.Get surgery and never remember the feeling for my love one,or die in 2 months.My mom of course picked surgery but I disagree because I was never gonna agree to that.I love you too much to do so.

Me and my mom got into small argument days after.The doctor also gave me some papers to sign If I wanted to go through with the surgery.Of course my mom was mad because I didn't sign it ,but she has to understand that I love you to much to give up my feelings like that.

So time went by and I got worse.But I did cherish the time we spent together.You made me happy I just wish I could of told you.Maybe that would of made a difference.But like I said earlier I was too afraid.Besides you probably didn't even feel the same I wouldn't blame you if you didn't.

So now we're heading into my last month this is when I realize how much i didn't want to die.i started to cry every night thinking about how I will never see you again.I wish it didn't have to be like this but I guess life was against me this time.

I love you Katsuki bakugo and I wish I didn't have to die like this.I could of prevent it but I was too scared,weak,and selfish.Kacchan I really didn't want this to happen,but I hope you can find someone to love because I couldn't be that person (ps I'm crying while writing this.) But until we meet again.....

Love~Izuku midoriya.

3rd pov

Katuski then sat at Izuku grave sight after reading the letter his mom gave him. "It's my fucking fault if I acknowledge my feelings for him earlier this wouldn't had happened.He would of been here.!!"  He said beating on the ground.

"Why,why,why how can I move on when the person I love is gone" 
Katuski then sat at Izuku grave sight
Crying all day long.

A/n; I'm happy this disease isn't real,if it was I don't think nobody would be ok.But with that being said I see y'all in the next one shot I'm out sad peace~