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I found you

Was he there this whole time?..wait did he see me naked? When I think this I start walking closer to, evan full of rage and embarrassment. Soon we're standing face to face, "can I help you?". I say irritated trying not to bunch him in the face. "Haha, just breath", evan says with this smug look on his face. I clinch my fist and breath in, suddenly I feel weak. My body starts going woozy, and a scent of fresh pine and lavender enriches me. Why? Why do I suddenly feel safe, I was just so angry. I slowly look up and meet his eyes. "W-what do you w-want kid?", damn I'm stuttering.

Evan laughs at this making me embarrassed, as he puts my arm on his shoulder. "I just wanted to see you, alone ", his words filled with warmth confuses me. "Why", "you know why", for a minute we talk. About how we're mates and with our every word I find my heart sinking in. Cause altho it's just a hint of a sent it's still there. I know very well and that's the problem. "So when are we gonna tell our parents " when he asks this my heart drops. "We aren't doing anything, I'm going home" I turn and start speed walking towards the pack house. I can hear....no feel him behind me but I don't stop moving. Once I reach the hall to my room I book it. I run as fast as I can, and slam my door shut and lock it. I can hear him banging against my door, begging for me to just talk to him. But I can't cause I know he won't except me once he knows. Just the thought sends tears down my face as an, overwhelming sadness covers me.

I find myself crying hard on the floor. Suffocating at the thought of not being able to be near him. "Ahhhhahah", it hurts, it hurts so much. It's even worse cause I can feel his pain too. That overwhelming tidal wave of feeling helpless. Having your mate crying right beside you, unable to do anything. And with the knowledge that it's all my fault, it makes things even worse. I cry for about an hour and not once have I, heard his foot steps leave or not feel his presence. Why?, why is he still here when he barely knows me? For a second a flicker of hope teps my heart. But just as quickly it's replaced by all my insecurities.

~We need you here in the main hall~, I hear my father say in the link. The sudden sound surprises me and I whimper. Notherless I get up and crack my door open. I take a peek to see Evan leaning against the door with gloosed eyes. The pain shoots me in the chest..it's my fault.

I slip out the door trying to be quiet and slip pass him. Only to find him following right behind me. I quickly make my way to the main hall. I see my parents and I make my way beside them. As I look around all the main families seem to be here. I glance over and see Evan staring at me. I quickly look away and try paying attention. "Now that everyone's here let's continue, so as we all know the Tylena is approaching. The main problem at hand is the security ". At this point I kinda stop listening cause it's something I already know. You see last year at the Tylena many people were hurt. By both affection crazy wolves that didn't find their mate, and by the guard's not handling them with care. When the Tylena starts your emotions are thrown everywhere. So it's important to keep that in mind but, the guard's didn't which ended badly.

After the meeting it was time to see the neighboring pack off. As we said our good byes I tried desperately to, ignore the sharp pain in my chest. I knew very well that what I was doing was wrong but...i'm just trying to protect the both of us. As he walked away I feel my eyes tear up and I, start to speeed walk up the stairs. "Hey layla slow down, what's wrong"?, I can hear kaddy yelling behind me. I stop in my tracks and let the tears fall. "I-I messed uuuuup", I cry out desperately. As the hot tears fall and it becomes harder to breathe. Kaddy grabbes me and takes me to my room. We sit on my bed and she holds me as I cry. After about 5 minutes kaddy starts tickling me and I bust burst into laughter.

"Hahah", we start ticking each other and playing around. "List lala we're gonna have a sleep over ok!", I shack my head and agree.

~a few moments later ~

"Hehe" I giggle as kaddy dumps all her things on the floor. She had brung almost all her 'little' things over. I go in my closet and get out my bear onesie,my brown boop paci, and fuzzy bear sockies. We decided I would take a bath first so I woddle to the shower. I let the warm water hit me as I struggle to stand up. Once I'm done I slip into my outfit and feel vv soft. *giggles* I fall on the floor and crawl to my toy box. I dump them all on the floor and slowly feel myself regress. "Kity" I call out for kaddy while she's in the shower. I wanna show her the new rattle I had. Although I had a little bit things to play with I was proud. I shake my rattle over and over again feeling all my stress melt away. "Lala,wan wisten to mona"?, I giggle and nod yes. I watch as kaddy struggles to, get dressed and put on the song at the same time. She's clearly small but wants to act big cause, when regressed she's usually bigger then me.

She makes it her job to take car of me . "Otay lala ,chu brush chu teeth"?, I wiggle my toes and nod yes. "Let m see,ahh", I open and stick out my tongue. Although I don't speak she knows I'm teasing her. "Haha funny wittl piggy", she pinches my nose and ruffles my hair. For what felt like hours we played , pillow fights, bouncing on the bed, and more. Soon my eyes grow heavy and I fall alseep.

~Ok sooo, I get that Layla seems like a cry baby but, but she has a reason for like all she does...I think~